Jun 12, 2008 14:46
It could be due to a multitude of things, but I'm very on edge lately. People I talk to every day have commented that I seem different and I've noticed it too in the way that I talk to them. Someone asked me the other day about my 'Restless, Relentlessly' quote in my MSN name and it just continues to feel so true for me. I have this on going sense of restlessness.
As I said, there's so many things that could be causing this that listing them is ridiculous, but I would just like to feel a sense of calm once in a while. Shouldn't be too much to ask, should it?
My cousin's getting married tonight. It's a supposed to be a very small deal but somehow my family's managed to get right into it. Mum's made and decorated the wedding cake, and my dad's doing sound and lighting, and my little sis and I are filming it. We don't do things by halves.
The good news is that I've kinda sorta pretty much finished up my assignments for this semester. I have written thousands upon thousands of words, most of it fairly average. I'm just sitting on this one last assignment where I've got a teacher who's a really hard marker and I'd sent him a draft a couple of weeks ago that he hated, so I've tried rewriting it (all 4000 words) and am not convinced that he'll like it any more than the first.
Also good news (hopefully) is that I've made a hair appointment for tomorrow at midday. This is worthy of note because I haven't had it cut in a year, literally. I've decided to not get it cut short like I usually would, instead I'll keep most of the length and just get them to tidy it up a bit 'cause the ends are stuffed.
Now i have to go check on mum and the cake and figure out what I'll wear tonight...