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So I found out the truth. The harsh truth that has ruined a lot of amazing things in my life. Sometimes people can be so amazing but if you just only knew....im really stupid. I feel like a freaking idiot. I've learned that my friends are always right and will ALWAYS be the ones on my side trying to take up for me and keep me happy. I love all my friends so much. I'm going out with them tonight to get my mind off of things. Everyone tells me that I have so much to do now but all I want is things to be back to normal....I guess normal was just a big lie and I was the idiot everyone was laughing at. Oh well....the year is almost over. I have new beginnings to start and lies to end.
I never thought it would end this way....I loved you and I still do......this is the worst weekend ending the most amazing year i've ever had. Lies are beautiful when their covered up....