Jan 01, 2005 14:11
Happy New Year to all who read this.
I am a bit ashamed to say that I didn't even ring in the new year in wakefulness, I was sleeping because I had to work early this morning.
I think I am going to miss the people at work, I had a lot of fun today. John was nice enough to buy me some Dunn Borthers, I love when people are generous. I am so happy, and I am happy that something like being happy actually changes this world. I know that I am insignificant in the grand scheme of things, but sometimes I get too wrapped up in that fact that I deglect the influence that I do have.
I am heading back to school tomorrow, to unpack the extreme amout of stuff that I recieved for Christmas.. whoa, I think it will take a few trips to the car, probably like 5.
I think I have been watching too many movies about love, because they are beginning to twist my mind. That's simply annoying, I don't think love really is like what they make it seem in the movies. I think this world tries to push us to think that the deepest and most worth while love that you will ever experince is that between a man and a woman, but guess what? That is a lie, the best, deepest, and most real love that you will ever experience is between human and God. I am sick of hoping for this worlds love, I am going to rest in God's love for now.
By the time I start to get comfprtable being with my family again I end up having to leave, oh well. I really hope that some amazing things happen this year, and I am sure that they will. I can't wait to live my life, it's going to be fun.
I think I will paint a picture today, we will see what of, maybe a llama. In honor of my man napoleon.
God bless all of you this year!