SORRY

Apr 25, 2004 12:47

ok im going to make this short and sweet i have not wrote in here in a long time .. last time i wrote i was looking for a date for prom! definately did not find one! so I am not going.....after i gave that lady back her money .. like 3 guys asked me to prom..i was like ugghh sorry i cannot go .. .then devin and jim called me one night and totally ughhh what a convo ... it was very emo.. for me ...anyways about JOsh because I know you all are wondering .. well I have not talked to him for about a week because he left cause' his dad got married this weekend saturday.. but I like him still but he does not know what he wants .. right now .. so I am totally laying off and if he wants me then he has to let me know .. im not chasing after no body or falling for any body way to soon .... the night that devin and jim called i wanted to be like to jim " excuse me but for a while i have always wanted to say this to you and I do not mean it at this moment but at one moment i did and i still care for you and stuff but i just want to say this and FUCK YOU" I so wanted to say that to him....I did! because at one point in time .. i so wanted to go off on him .. haha but n e ways...so today is my mommy and daddy's anniversary! woop! woop! 22 years!

people are giving me a hard time lately about moving away for college! but I have lived in the same house for 17 years of my life.. .and i would love to go to saint leo's because I am involved in stuff there but its way to close to home and i want to expand and move outside of pasco county but my parents are like sarcastically saying this and that .. but i want some freedom .. you knoW?! anyways so i am tired today and want to go to the beach .. but definately cannot find my swimming suit for like a million days .. so i think it is lost ... so that means i have no swimming suit! :( o well anyways .. tlak to you all later DONT FORGET ABOUT Me! GIVE ME A CALL SOMETIME! LEAVE A MESSAGE IF I DONT ANSWER! ok thank you all for evertying!
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