Apr 18, 2005 14:50
SO,
Chris is really the best boyfriend I have ever had. like I have had many.and Jenny and Hannah totally love him. But last night talking to him on the phone .. even tho we were kinda arguing... all because im a ding bat and do not realize the things i do until after I do them but n e ways even though he was mad at me he still, told me how much he loved me and he always makes it a pointe to tell me everyday. He puts up with a lot of crap in his life.. .and im sure me being stupid doesn't help but he always finds a way to cheer me up and make me happy, even if he is not.HE also respects me for who I am and the choses I make in life. MAJOR POINTS FOR HIM!
I thought Jim, was the greatest guy on earth that I would ever find. But Jim and I were more friends then anything, but CHris knows me better and makes me feel 10x better than Jim ever could make me feel.
Chris really and truly has shown me what real love is. And when i asked him once his definition of love.. o man .. if i could remember every word he said I would tell you all but ... like most stuff .. i dont exactly remember.. but i remember it made me feel wonderful.
Anyways, So grad-nite this Friday .. woo freakn hoo. Its sad that my high school career and all of my lil friends from the olden days are all going off somewhere but it's life and im sure God will bless me with many more friends.
Ok so my few friends that I have left at school... are helping me out with prom..they have dresses for me to try on and they have someone to do my hair and make-up... and might be able to get me at least one free ticket. THANK GOODNESS! SO if Chris, is willing to go ... we are definetely going and i am excited because i really did not want to go because all the haters at my school HATE ME AND MY FRIEND STEPHANIE TO PIECES but my true friends and the other half of the school are really making me feel guilty and sad for not going to my Senior Prom.. so they all pulled together to help me and my friend Stephanie out .. even found steph a date.. they are great... OOO RHYMING!! anyways
so... hopefully i will write in this thing more...and definitely will keep you updated on all this stuff.
GOD BLESs YOU ALL! ooo.. and today is Jenny's birthday and ....today they are voting for a new Pope.. may God bless us with a wonderful Pope!!
FAVORITE INSPIRATIONAL SONG:
Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
Waiting for the look in your eyes
When we meet for the first time
Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me
CHORUS:
I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling did you know
I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
Til' death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you
[CHORUS]
::FAVORITE PART OF SONG::
Now I know you may have made mistakes
But there's forgiveness
And a second chance
So wait for me
Darling wait for me
Wait for me
[CHORUS