My heart

Sep 15, 2004 15:51

I thought you were the one I wanted to be with for life
We said we loved eachother
We were so in love
Told me you were going to marry me
"Its not a threat, it's a promise" you said
Told you everything
We had it all planned
OUr children's names, our wedding day
yet, we were so young
We knew it was love
You said I was your angel
We waited
Made good choices

Then you told me you were busy
Said you would call
It wasnt the end
You needed time
We talked but you gave up
Found a new girl
Forgot about the girl you were going to marry
Shattered my heart
I loved you
Hate what I found out
YOu make your own decisions now
Things we never would of thought of
you've moved on, I've tried
You have left a permanent tattoo on my heart
I love you still, but dont want you back
Or Do I?
I want you to go away....
I think
Why did it have to end this way?
-Me

Why do things happen the way they do?
Why do I fall for soo much?
Why am I so fragile?
Why can't i get over this pain?
Why?
Why can't I let it go and give it to my heavenly father?
Why me?
Why do I think of the memories?
Why cant i sleep at night?
Why only every now and then?
Why cant i mend my heart?
why wont it stay together?
Why?
why do I cry?
Why do I care?
Why dont I know why?
Why dont I get answers?
Why can't I forget about it?
Why is it so hard?
Why did you do it?
Why?
WHy can't I move on?
Why do I hurt and not you?
Why cant I just let go?
Why
Broken Hearted-By ME

I wonder if this is only temporarily.
I wonder if maybe God has shown him to me
the one who's going to marry me, that some day

So Im gonna wait
cause im worth waiting for
and what im worth is so much more of that someday

Just when I thought it was mended together, it broke again....................

<3
Help me put it back together...
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