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[catholicgurl]

SO FROM JUSTINS JOURNAL TO JANNAS TO MINE (inserted with my own thoughts)

[i am]ME
[i want] Cry like the rain, shine like the sun on a beautiful morning, take everything that this world has to give , I want to live. I want to love like i aint afraid to be alone

[i have] great friends
[i wish] upon a star.
[i hate] school and phonies
[i miss] FRIENDS
[i fear]the dark, and graduation
[i write] alot

[i feel] empty
[i crave]food
[i regret] ever falling in love
[i love]God, my family, friends and trucks
[i am not] going to let it get to me
[i believe] in others
[i listen] to everything
[i cry]all the time
[i trust] in too many... and get hurt
[i remember] learning how to tie my shoes
[i try]hard in all i do
[i laugh] when i fall
[i fight]with myself
[i lose] homework, money, myself
[i yell] REAL LOUD!

[i never] want to think about the horrible past

[i hope] for what i knowi cant have

[i am happy] sometimes
[i expect] .......
[i think] rarely

[i dream] about my wedding day (if ever)
[i fantasize] about my husband (again if ever)
[i confuse]myself with people
[i can be found]at Golden Corral or school
[i should stop]drinking and smooking.. haha just kdiding never do that n e ways ... [i should stop] complaining.

OK going to go .. say something to make me smile.....