frustration.
the schedule of alan :
sunday night - poker at coconut's
monday night - poker at the spotlight club
tuesday night - poker at the arena
wednesday night - poker at the spotlight club
thursday night - poker at horsemen's
and then on fridays and saturdays, he likes to go play for poker because he "never gets to play."
which is kinda true.
he *does* play on sundays, mondays, and wednesdays with us.
but he likes to play in cash games on the weekends - 98% of all weekends.
the last time we have gone out together just the two of us, all night long was ... december 8th.
seriously, december 8th.
alan would argue with me - but he doesn't grasp the concept of "just the two of us. all night. together. alone. all night."
sure, normally i attend poker sunday - thursday too.
but not since i've started having more medical issues.
i play less poker now. but that's beside the point.
he says that we spend every night together, that we live together.
but again he's having issues grasping the "I want to spend time alone with you with nobody else all night long!"
i don't spend time with him every single night of the week.
yes, we play poker every night. it's his job. it's where i play.
i just wanna spend time with him. alone. at night. out and about. holding hands.
and i don't think that's too much to ask.
is it?
why is it so hard for him to grasp this concept?
is it because he's a guy?
AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!
i'm frustrated.
sunday night - poker at coconut's
monday night - poker at the spotlight club
tuesday night - poker at the arena
wednesday night - poker at the spotlight club
thursday night - poker at horsemen's
and then on fridays and saturdays, he likes to go play for poker because he "never gets to play."
which is kinda true.
he *does* play on sundays, mondays, and wednesdays with us.
but he likes to play in cash games on the weekends - 98% of all weekends.
the last time we have gone out together just the two of us, all night long was ... december 8th.
seriously, december 8th.
alan would argue with me - but he doesn't grasp the concept of "just the two of us. all night. together. alone. all night."
sure, normally i attend poker sunday - thursday too.
but not since i've started having more medical issues.
i play less poker now. but that's beside the point.
he says that we spend every night together, that we live together.
but again he's having issues grasping the "I want to spend time alone with you with nobody else all night long!"
i don't spend time with him every single night of the week.
yes, we play poker every night. it's his job. it's where i play.
i just wanna spend time with him. alone. at night. out and about. holding hands.
and i don't think that's too much to ask.
is it?
why is it so hard for him to grasp this concept?
is it because he's a guy?
AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!
i'm frustrated.