when i hold you in my arms
from this lovely little meme. just sharing the love, kids. it’s fun.
cryptictac: i don’t know why it took us so long to add each other, but i’m so glad we finally did. you’ve been around since i first entered the world of lj and there’s always been something connecting us. you’re an aussie. you watch house. you think shipper wars are stupid and ridiculous. you manage to make me smile with every single post that you make. you find the fun and hilarity in fandom, and you remind everyone not to take things so goddamn seriously. i love how playful you are, and how friendly you are. i love that you have the bravery and self confidence to say what you want to say, and you make no apologies for it. thank you for bringing fun and at the same time, maturity to the world of fandom.
rainsquall: miki, you are AWESOME. no, really, you are. and sometimes i forget how young you are. because not only are bright and fun and bubbly and full of fangirling goodness, but you’re also incredibly mature and caring and considerate. you’ve got this really terrific balance of being silly and having fun and knowing when things are important and need to be taken seriously. and i admire you so much for that. also? you don’t seem to care what anyone really thinks, and that’s another really brave thing that i admire. i adore having you on my flist -- your posts always manage to draw a smile to my face.
teenwitch77: oh, em. i’m going to struggle to find the right words here, because you m’dear, are just amazing. you’re an incredibly talented writer; with an attention to detail that gives me shivers. you are crazy clever, perceptive, and a true master of language. but not only that -- you are incredibly warm and genuine and open and such a wonderful friend. you always have time for a supportive word or a hyper squee or a virtual hug, and i’m so grateful that i’ve got you around, darling. you’re a star in the house fandom (don’t try and deny it!) and sometimes i’m a little blown away by how lucky i am to have you as a friend. ♥ don’t ever stop being so goddamn awesome.
azuredamsel: rach, how could i not do this for you? you really deserve to hear how wonderful you are. and you are darling; so amazing, so talented, so caring. i am constantly in awe of your writing -- you weave magic with words and images and feelings and you always manage to make my stomach flutter with your words -- and i’m also in awe of the level of maturity and intelligence that you display in each and every one of your posts. reading your posts always puts a smile on my face, and makes me think about things a little differently. i hope i’m half as eloquent as you are, sweetie. it’s a pleasure to read every word you write - fic or otherwise.
book_worm_26: brooke. i almost have no words for you, honey. you’re far too awesome for words to properly describe. but, i’ll try anyway. lol. you, gorgeous girl, are one in a million. you are bubbly and warm and inviting and sweet and one of the most incredible people that i’ve ever met. you’re a terrific friend, someone who i’m really genuinely glad to have in my life. your smile is contagious, and your absolute zest for life brightens my day. and also? you are a wonderful writer. i always enjoy reading your work, always. and you’re so much fun to fangirl with. ilu x a million, brookie!
fated_addiction: chrissy... i, wow, i don’t even know where to start. let’s face it gorgeous. you’re a bit of a celebrity here in lj world. and i used to be so completely star struck by you - lol - it was slightly pathetic. but here’s the thing: you are incredible in so many ways. yes, you are an incredibly, incredibly talented writer (your words never cease to give me chills/butterflies/an aching heart) but there’s so much more that i love you for. your big heart, your warm words, your cheeky ideas. and you’re fun, and so brilliant, and one day, you? we’re going to rule the world. with apple vodka and hot pr0n at our sides. ♥ i adore you. words simply aren’t enough to tell you how much i adore you.
yutamiyu: you. you. jenny, darling, you are one of the funniest and most interesting and honest people that i’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting. i was rereading one of our old emails the other night, and really sweetie. you opened up to me so much and asked me questions about my life and seemed genuinely interested in me and you know what? that’s really rare, especially here on teh internetz. i think you’re so brave for doing what you’ve done -- moving overseas on your own. you’re very strong, i admire you alot for that bravery. another thing? you have alot of the blame for turning me to lj in the first place. i stumbled across some of your early house/cam fics, (like ‘differential diagnosis’ and ‘neutral’) and THAT was what made me decide to join. so you’re like, my lj sire, or something. lol. and i love you so much, i’m even willing to overlook the whole spike/buffy thing you’ve got going.
unspokengirl: there are so many wonderful things about you. you’re australian. you love 30STM. you love house and svu. but something that i really admire about you? you’re young, and you’re constantly learning things about yourself. and sometimes things get scary and difficult, but you just push through them and keep going and continue doing what you have to do. and i don’t think i was that strong at your age. i’m constantly impressed by how you can work through things and learn from them and just live. you’re a wonderful, wonderful person -- don’t ever forget that. <3
starry_night_53: jods! my beautiful little jods. girly, you are beyond terrific. i am so thankful i had the chance to meet you at the house meet, especially before you left the country! you have a beautiful soul darling. you are sweet and caring and your joy for life translates through a computer and you always manage to put a massive smile on my face. you remind me of a bright star -- no matter how far away you are, you’ll always shine SO brightly and fill my life with magic and joy. ♥ you’re the cutest, sweetheart. ilu.
gabesaunt: oh, sweetie. what can i say? your generosity and care and love for others continues to blow me away every day. you have a selfless nature, and i feel so blessed to have you around me. every post you make is like a beam of sunshine (lol, that sounds so lame! but it’s true!) and you never fail to make my heart a little warmer with even just a few words. i think it’s terrific that people as caring and dedicated as you are still around. and you’re the consummate fangirl! squeeful, but mature and intelligent and i adore having fangirly discussions with you. mwah!
julester1: jules. jules. i don’t know if i’m going to be able to form a coherent sentence here, darling. you’ve been with me since the start of my journey into lj land -- from my house/cam 1sentence entry, i believe? i think it’s really rare to make such a strong and fantastic connection with someone over the internet, like i’ve been able to make with you. and i’m so grateful, i really am. you are amazing. positive and joyful and genuine and loving and oh, jules. i adore you so much gorgeous. YOU turned me into a firefly fangirl. YOU helped push me into the office. YOU understand my angst!love and my need for pain and awkwardness and hurt in a pairing. you ramble with me about every fandom i’ve ever been in love with. and you put up with my drunken rambles about mark! i just... oh. you’re the best. ♥ ♥ i can’t wait to meet you in rl, jules. which needs to happen soon. we’re going to have a blast!
alexiscc2000: we don’t actually speak very much, but you always seeem to be bright and bubbly and a lovely person. the feedback that you’ve left on my fics always brings a smile to my face -- you’re always so warm and detailed and seem to enjoy my work alot. so thank you, for taking the time and effort to read and leave a comment. it means alot to me. <3
missymeggins: meg! oh, darling. i’m so so so glad that we’ve been able to meet and become friends in rl too. you are such a wonderful person. you’re clever and brave and strong and so full of love. you’ve been through ALOT and you still manage to smile and give everyone a nice word and make them feel good. i think you’re an exceptional person, darling. and you’re so crazy talented - your icons and fics always blow me away - i feel so lucky to have you as a friend. i only hope that in the future we get to spend more time together. ♥ ilu so much sweetie. please understand what a lovely, terrific person you are. i’m so grateful to have you as a part of my life.
greggyhouzer: hee. you’re a fangirl, through and through. and that’s what i love about you. your youth and enthusiasm is almost contagious, and i feel completely energized just by reading your posts. you’re really creative and friendly and open to everyone and i think that’s a wonderful quality to have. ♥ you’re a bunch of fun; never change!
and thank you all so much for your gorgeous words and lovely thoughts yesterday. honestly, honestly -- it means alot. i'm feeling much better about it all today; things are in perspective and i'm just not so overwhelmed by it all.
this heart monitor that i've been wearing all day (and have to wear until tomorrow) is shitting me, though. the electrode-things itch, the wires go everywhere and the actual monitor is heavy. ugh. i can't wait to take it off tomorrow.
i'll be sure to keep you all updated though. you'll know more as i know more. thanks for being so awesome guys. i ♥ you all, more than you know.
cryptictac: i don’t know why it took us so long to add each other, but i’m so glad we finally did. you’ve been around since i first entered the world of lj and there’s always been something connecting us. you’re an aussie. you watch house. you think shipper wars are stupid and ridiculous. you manage to make me smile with every single post that you make. you find the fun and hilarity in fandom, and you remind everyone not to take things so goddamn seriously. i love how playful you are, and how friendly you are. i love that you have the bravery and self confidence to say what you want to say, and you make no apologies for it. thank you for bringing fun and at the same time, maturity to the world of fandom.
rainsquall: miki, you are AWESOME. no, really, you are. and sometimes i forget how young you are. because not only are bright and fun and bubbly and full of fangirling goodness, but you’re also incredibly mature and caring and considerate. you’ve got this really terrific balance of being silly and having fun and knowing when things are important and need to be taken seriously. and i admire you so much for that. also? you don’t seem to care what anyone really thinks, and that’s another really brave thing that i admire. i adore having you on my flist -- your posts always manage to draw a smile to my face.
teenwitch77: oh, em. i’m going to struggle to find the right words here, because you m’dear, are just amazing. you’re an incredibly talented writer; with an attention to detail that gives me shivers. you are crazy clever, perceptive, and a true master of language. but not only that -- you are incredibly warm and genuine and open and such a wonderful friend. you always have time for a supportive word or a hyper squee or a virtual hug, and i’m so grateful that i’ve got you around, darling. you’re a star in the house fandom (don’t try and deny it!) and sometimes i’m a little blown away by how lucky i am to have you as a friend. ♥ don’t ever stop being so goddamn awesome.
azuredamsel: rach, how could i not do this for you? you really deserve to hear how wonderful you are. and you are darling; so amazing, so talented, so caring. i am constantly in awe of your writing -- you weave magic with words and images and feelings and you always manage to make my stomach flutter with your words -- and i’m also in awe of the level of maturity and intelligence that you display in each and every one of your posts. reading your posts always puts a smile on my face, and makes me think about things a little differently. i hope i’m half as eloquent as you are, sweetie. it’s a pleasure to read every word you write - fic or otherwise.
book_worm_26: brooke. i almost have no words for you, honey. you’re far too awesome for words to properly describe. but, i’ll try anyway. lol. you, gorgeous girl, are one in a million. you are bubbly and warm and inviting and sweet and one of the most incredible people that i’ve ever met. you’re a terrific friend, someone who i’m really genuinely glad to have in my life. your smile is contagious, and your absolute zest for life brightens my day. and also? you are a wonderful writer. i always enjoy reading your work, always. and you’re so much fun to fangirl with. ilu x a million, brookie!
fated_addiction: chrissy... i, wow, i don’t even know where to start. let’s face it gorgeous. you’re a bit of a celebrity here in lj world. and i used to be so completely star struck by you - lol - it was slightly pathetic. but here’s the thing: you are incredible in so many ways. yes, you are an incredibly, incredibly talented writer (your words never cease to give me chills/butterflies/an aching heart) but there’s so much more that i love you for. your big heart, your warm words, your cheeky ideas. and you’re fun, and so brilliant, and one day, you? we’re going to rule the world. with apple vodka and hot pr0n at our sides. ♥ i adore you. words simply aren’t enough to tell you how much i adore you.
yutamiyu: you. you. jenny, darling, you are one of the funniest and most interesting and honest people that i’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting. i was rereading one of our old emails the other night, and really sweetie. you opened up to me so much and asked me questions about my life and seemed genuinely interested in me and you know what? that’s really rare, especially here on teh internetz. i think you’re so brave for doing what you’ve done -- moving overseas on your own. you’re very strong, i admire you alot for that bravery. another thing? you have alot of the blame for turning me to lj in the first place. i stumbled across some of your early house/cam fics, (like ‘differential diagnosis’ and ‘neutral’) and THAT was what made me decide to join. so you’re like, my lj sire, or something. lol. and i love you so much, i’m even willing to overlook the whole spike/buffy thing you’ve got going.
unspokengirl: there are so many wonderful things about you. you’re australian. you love 30STM. you love house and svu. but something that i really admire about you? you’re young, and you’re constantly learning things about yourself. and sometimes things get scary and difficult, but you just push through them and keep going and continue doing what you have to do. and i don’t think i was that strong at your age. i’m constantly impressed by how you can work through things and learn from them and just live. you’re a wonderful, wonderful person -- don’t ever forget that. <3
starry_night_53: jods! my beautiful little jods. girly, you are beyond terrific. i am so thankful i had the chance to meet you at the house meet, especially before you left the country! you have a beautiful soul darling. you are sweet and caring and your joy for life translates through a computer and you always manage to put a massive smile on my face. you remind me of a bright star -- no matter how far away you are, you’ll always shine SO brightly and fill my life with magic and joy. ♥ you’re the cutest, sweetheart. ilu.
gabesaunt: oh, sweetie. what can i say? your generosity and care and love for others continues to blow me away every day. you have a selfless nature, and i feel so blessed to have you around me. every post you make is like a beam of sunshine (lol, that sounds so lame! but it’s true!) and you never fail to make my heart a little warmer with even just a few words. i think it’s terrific that people as caring and dedicated as you are still around. and you’re the consummate fangirl! squeeful, but mature and intelligent and i adore having fangirly discussions with you. mwah!
julester1: jules. jules. i don’t know if i’m going to be able to form a coherent sentence here, darling. you’ve been with me since the start of my journey into lj land -- from my house/cam 1sentence entry, i believe? i think it’s really rare to make such a strong and fantastic connection with someone over the internet, like i’ve been able to make with you. and i’m so grateful, i really am. you are amazing. positive and joyful and genuine and loving and oh, jules. i adore you so much gorgeous. YOU turned me into a firefly fangirl. YOU helped push me into the office. YOU understand my angst!love and my need for pain and awkwardness and hurt in a pairing. you ramble with me about every fandom i’ve ever been in love with. and you put up with my drunken rambles about mark! i just... oh. you’re the best. ♥ ♥ i can’t wait to meet you in rl, jules. which needs to happen soon. we’re going to have a blast!
alexiscc2000: we don’t actually speak very much, but you always seeem to be bright and bubbly and a lovely person. the feedback that you’ve left on my fics always brings a smile to my face -- you’re always so warm and detailed and seem to enjoy my work alot. so thank you, for taking the time and effort to read and leave a comment. it means alot to me. <3
missymeggins: meg! oh, darling. i’m so so so glad that we’ve been able to meet and become friends in rl too. you are such a wonderful person. you’re clever and brave and strong and so full of love. you’ve been through ALOT and you still manage to smile and give everyone a nice word and make them feel good. i think you’re an exceptional person, darling. and you’re so crazy talented - your icons and fics always blow me away - i feel so lucky to have you as a friend. i only hope that in the future we get to spend more time together. ♥ ilu so much sweetie. please understand what a lovely, terrific person you are. i’m so grateful to have you as a part of my life.
greggyhouzer: hee. you’re a fangirl, through and through. and that’s what i love about you. your youth and enthusiasm is almost contagious, and i feel completely energized just by reading your posts. you’re really creative and friendly and open to everyone and i think that’s a wonderful quality to have. ♥ you’re a bunch of fun; never change!
and thank you all so much for your gorgeous words and lovely thoughts yesterday. honestly, honestly -- it means alot. i'm feeling much better about it all today; things are in perspective and i'm just not so overwhelmed by it all.
this heart monitor that i've been wearing all day (and have to wear until tomorrow) is shitting me, though. the electrode-things itch, the wires go everywhere and the actual monitor is heavy. ugh. i can't wait to take it off tomorrow.
i'll be sure to keep you all updated though. you'll know more as i know more. thanks for being so awesome guys. i ♥ you all, more than you know.