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you know...8th grade could have been the worst year of my life, but there's only a few things I really would change about it....but I would change this year alot....I messed up really bad by leaving the school all it's doing is driving me insane. Now I just want to come back to Ames. and I'm not even allowed to do that anymore....gah....I haven't been feeling so well. on the bright side, I'm hanging out with Anna Saturday-Sunday. And Friday well we'll see if Laina actually comes over....whatever. And ummmm Monday, I'll probably just sit home alone sewing stuff, because I've wanted to do that for a while, I think I'll go to the fabric store this weekend....ugh I really don't know what's going on with me right now. Frankly I'm not sure if I care. I'm tired of fighting it. it wins. And we'll just let it happen and see what happens....I guess I just don't know what I'm doing or what to do.