SONG DRABBLES
Title : iTunes meme. supposed to be
Pairing : Vary. KangTeuk, ShiMin, ShiMi, EunHae,
Genre : Angst, many angst…. Romance, Songfic
Rating : Vary. G - PG-13. (Written in each of them)
Length : 6 drabbles of 48 - 400sh words
Disclaimer: These drabbles, even though they suck, are mine.
Warnings: Un-beta'ed. One of them contains character death.
A/N : Actually I really, really, really wanted to write 10 drabbles according to the meme…. But then…. My head just stop spinning….. It’s like a brainfreeze *gasp* So I stopped at number 6. So, yeah… I’m fail. LOL. This is for convicted_eyes who wrote much better than this. I wrote this because of her drabbles back then. Hers is better…So yeah, I envy you!!!! And ryeowook4ever, the one who sent me birthday fic. <3333
- I wanna be like U / NC Blue, G, Angst, QMI *contains character death*
You are blessed with a perfect voice and good-looks. Thousands of people like you. They worship you. You are loved.
You are praised. Everyone said that you’re the core to the group and it can’t do anything without you. It can’t be anything without you. Someone just said that you made it perfect. There will be no Super Junior without you in it. You are loved, without you trying too hard for it.
I just received another letter. Another message telling me to fuck off and die. That this band will be okay without me. Will be better without me. They said I only screwed things up. I’m too tall. My legs are too long. My nose is too high. My voice is awful and I can never write a good song. Even with everything I’ve done they say it’s not enough. My fashion sense is ridiculous and ugly. I am ugly.
I can’t never be compared to you, Kui Xian. And the band will be better without me. The world will be better without me. So, for once I’m doing what they told me to do. Thing I should have done many years ago.
I don’t regret this. I only regret the circumstances we were tossed into.
-Your Mimi-
- Forever - Oneway, G, Romance, Shiwon / Sungmin
The first time Shiwon met Sungmin was over a cup of double espresso.
“It’s very bitter.” Sungmin warned him from behind the counter.
“I know.” Shiwon gave his dimpled smile. He appreciated the kind gesture since he honestly knew about that already.
Sometimes a double shot was all he needs to get over all the things he had had in the past. The bitter taste almost always overwhelmed him. Overwhelmed the bitter feeling he had. It washed away the feeling inside. He closed his eyes.
Somehow the waiter’s words keep repeating in his mind. His cute smile was endearing and his fringe falling perfectly above his eyebrows.
Two orders of a double shop espresso later in 2 visits, Shiwon found himself face to face again with Sungmin and he asked,
“Care to have lunch with me?”
Sungmin smiled.
“Love to.”
- Destiny - SJM, PG, Fluff, Romance, Anyone you like
“You don’t believe in destiny?” The question was rhetorical.
“No, I don’t. But I do believe in fate.” He answered as he leaned forward and caught my lips with his. His eyes never left mine. It was sweet. “Just accept it, we’re fated.”
I smiled. Couldn’t agree more.
- Hello (instrumental) - Geeks, PG-13, Eunhyuk / Donghae
It was crowded on the dimmed dance floor. The colorful lights shone against sweaty limbs. Bodies grinding against bodies. Skins met skins.
The scene most likely seemed like sex itself, with the exception of tight, mostly leather, fabrics on.
Amongst the crowd and dancing lights, which made no effort on their function, strangely I spotted you.
- 나쁜 남자 (Bad guy) - Joo, PG-13, Angst, Zhoumi / Shi Yuan
My jaw fell open; desperately gasping and panting for air as a large hand continue squeezing my throat. I slid down to the cold-tiled floor, the wall of my bedroom felt cold on my back as then the realization hit me that I was bare-naked. I grasped the arm, trying very hard to restrain it from crushing my collar bone. My feet were kicking and thrashing in miserable attempts to escape. The person’s body lied above mine; the lower half straddled my legs, restraining me from moving any further.
I choked, desperate for air. My eyes stung and the tears started to flow. In that urgent need to breathe however my conscience kicked in. Strangely, I found energy as I kicked hard. The person startled for a while and loses his grip. I dashed forward looking for an exit, stumbled few times on my way. I reached the door, turned it few times only to realize that it’s locked. With shaking hands, I tried to open the lock above the handle, sobbing from fear of getting caught. When all of sudden, a hand grabbed my wrist.
“Where the hell are you going?” The low voice was dripping with anger.
“No… please…” I shook my head frantically, “please… stop… please stop it…. Shi Yuan…” I cried as the man gave his evil smirk and push me down the door and straddled me once again. I tried to scream but it came out as muffled sound. Then I could only feel the dark.
I woke up with a gasp. Sweats dripping on my forehead and I was panting. It was a nightmare.
“Zhoumi, are you okay?” Shi Yuan’s voice was soft and concerned.
I stared at him as a strange chill running down my spine.
I gulped, nodded few times. He smiled, kissed my forehead and continued his sleep, while I was staring at his back and couldn’t overcome this feeling.
This newfound feeling I had never figured before towards him.
I was scared.
-Permanent Monday - Jordin Sparks, PG, Angst, Romance, Leeteuk / Kangin
People said, it was only for 2 years. You said, it was only for 2 years. You said that I wouldn’t even feel your leaving since 2 years is only number. Since 2 years would pass me like the west wind going east for this year’s winter.
I believed you, just because you said so.
It was 2 years of waiting. 2 years of closing my eyes without you kissing me before I went to bed. 2 years of waking up to an empty spot next to me. A spot which was belonged to you only.
It was 2 years of suffocating. Bearing the burdens put upon me. Alone. Since before that, you were the one carried me.
I was lonely, despite many many people around me. I was lonely since my other half was gone.
It was 104 weeks. 104 Mondays. Permanent Mondays. They stayed on the day you went. The day I wished I had stopped you from leaving. Stopped your hand from the reaching the knob and left. The day I wished I had done many things.
The days of ifs and wishes.
It was 730 days. 730 days of sunrises and sunsets. They would have been beautiful if you had been there. I was there as the world stop rotating around me. Didn't move an inch. Hell, I didn't even realize whether I breathe or not. Or how I managed to last every single day. I was lost in everything my mind was in. I was being ignorant. The fascination we once shared towards them, had not there anymore.
It was 2 years of pain, 104 weeks of loneliness, 730 days of ache, 17520 hours of heartbroken, 1,051,200 minutes of misery, 63,072,000 seconds of agony. It felt like eternity. Without you.
-Alternate ending- *cause I can’t bear an emo teuki no more… T___T*
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I froze upon seeing the view in front of me. Not being able to move a single muscle. Paralyzed.
I'm not lost anymore
A soft thud of baggage dropped to the floor, and two quick strides later, I found myself enveloped in a warm embrace.
I'm home
“I’m home.” Soft murmurs of assurance in my ear, and I felt familiar sting in my eyes and stream of water afterwards.
A/N : So, since I'm too lazy to check... if you notice any mistake here, kindly tell me, okay!
COMMENTS MAKE ME HAPPY
Pairing : Vary. KangTeuk, ShiMin, ShiMi, EunHae,
Genre : Angst, many angst…. Romance, Songfic
Rating : Vary. G - PG-13. (Written in each of them)
Length : 6 drabbles of 48 - 400sh words
Disclaimer: These drabbles, even though they suck, are mine.
Warnings: Un-beta'ed. One of them contains character death.
A/N : Actually I really, really, really wanted to write 10 drabbles according to the meme…. But then…. My head just stop spinning….. It’s like a brainfreeze *gasp* So I stopped at number 6. So, yeah… I’m fail. LOL. This is for convicted_eyes who wrote much better than this. I wrote this because of her drabbles back then. Hers is better…So yeah, I envy you!!!! And ryeowook4ever, the one who sent me birthday fic. <3333
- I wanna be like U / NC Blue, G, Angst, QMI *contains character death*
You are blessed with a perfect voice and good-looks. Thousands of people like you. They worship you. You are loved.
You are praised. Everyone said that you’re the core to the group and it can’t do anything without you. It can’t be anything without you. Someone just said that you made it perfect. There will be no Super Junior without you in it. You are loved, without you trying too hard for it.
I just received another letter. Another message telling me to fuck off and die. That this band will be okay without me. Will be better without me. They said I only screwed things up. I’m too tall. My legs are too long. My nose is too high. My voice is awful and I can never write a good song. Even with everything I’ve done they say it’s not enough. My fashion sense is ridiculous and ugly. I am ugly.
I can’t never be compared to you, Kui Xian. And the band will be better without me. The world will be better without me. So, for once I’m doing what they told me to do. Thing I should have done many years ago.
I don’t regret this. I only regret the circumstances we were tossed into.
-Your Mimi-
- Forever - Oneway, G, Romance, Shiwon / Sungmin
The first time Shiwon met Sungmin was over a cup of double espresso.
“It’s very bitter.” Sungmin warned him from behind the counter.
“I know.” Shiwon gave his dimpled smile. He appreciated the kind gesture since he honestly knew about that already.
Sometimes a double shot was all he needs to get over all the things he had had in the past. The bitter taste almost always overwhelmed him. Overwhelmed the bitter feeling he had. It washed away the feeling inside. He closed his eyes.
Somehow the waiter’s words keep repeating in his mind. His cute smile was endearing and his fringe falling perfectly above his eyebrows.
Two orders of a double shop espresso later in 2 visits, Shiwon found himself face to face again with Sungmin and he asked,
“Care to have lunch with me?”
Sungmin smiled.
“Love to.”
- Destiny - SJM, PG, Fluff, Romance, Anyone you like
“You don’t believe in destiny?” The question was rhetorical.
“No, I don’t. But I do believe in fate.” He answered as he leaned forward and caught my lips with his. His eyes never left mine. It was sweet. “Just accept it, we’re fated.”
I smiled. Couldn’t agree more.
- Hello (instrumental) - Geeks, PG-13, Eunhyuk / Donghae
It was crowded on the dimmed dance floor. The colorful lights shone against sweaty limbs. Bodies grinding against bodies. Skins met skins.
The scene most likely seemed like sex itself, with the exception of tight, mostly leather, fabrics on.
Amongst the crowd and dancing lights, which made no effort on their function, strangely I spotted you.
- 나쁜 남자 (Bad guy) - Joo, PG-13, Angst, Zhoumi / Shi Yuan
My jaw fell open; desperately gasping and panting for air as a large hand continue squeezing my throat. I slid down to the cold-tiled floor, the wall of my bedroom felt cold on my back as then the realization hit me that I was bare-naked. I grasped the arm, trying very hard to restrain it from crushing my collar bone. My feet were kicking and thrashing in miserable attempts to escape. The person’s body lied above mine; the lower half straddled my legs, restraining me from moving any further.
I choked, desperate for air. My eyes stung and the tears started to flow. In that urgent need to breathe however my conscience kicked in. Strangely, I found energy as I kicked hard. The person startled for a while and loses his grip. I dashed forward looking for an exit, stumbled few times on my way. I reached the door, turned it few times only to realize that it’s locked. With shaking hands, I tried to open the lock above the handle, sobbing from fear of getting caught. When all of sudden, a hand grabbed my wrist.
“Where the hell are you going?” The low voice was dripping with anger.
“No… please…” I shook my head frantically, “please… stop… please stop it…. Shi Yuan…” I cried as the man gave his evil smirk and push me down the door and straddled me once again. I tried to scream but it came out as muffled sound. Then I could only feel the dark.
I woke up with a gasp. Sweats dripping on my forehead and I was panting. It was a nightmare.
“Zhoumi, are you okay?” Shi Yuan’s voice was soft and concerned.
I stared at him as a strange chill running down my spine.
I gulped, nodded few times. He smiled, kissed my forehead and continued his sleep, while I was staring at his back and couldn’t overcome this feeling.
This newfound feeling I had never figured before towards him.
I was scared.
-Permanent Monday - Jordin Sparks, PG, Angst, Romance, Leeteuk / Kangin
People said, it was only for 2 years. You said, it was only for 2 years. You said that I wouldn’t even feel your leaving since 2 years is only number. Since 2 years would pass me like the west wind going east for this year’s winter.
I believed you, just because you said so.
It was 2 years of waiting. 2 years of closing my eyes without you kissing me before I went to bed. 2 years of waking up to an empty spot next to me. A spot which was belonged to you only.
It was 2 years of suffocating. Bearing the burdens put upon me. Alone. Since before that, you were the one carried me.
I was lonely, despite many many people around me. I was lonely since my other half was gone.
It was 104 weeks. 104 Mondays. Permanent Mondays. They stayed on the day you went. The day I wished I had stopped you from leaving. Stopped your hand from the reaching the knob and left. The day I wished I had done many things.
The days of ifs and wishes.
It was 730 days. 730 days of sunrises and sunsets. They would have been beautiful if you had been there. I was there as the world stop rotating around me. Didn't move an inch. Hell, I didn't even realize whether I breathe or not. Or how I managed to last every single day. I was lost in everything my mind was in. I was being ignorant. The fascination we once shared towards them, had not there anymore.
It was 2 years of pain, 104 weeks of loneliness, 730 days of ache, 17520 hours of heartbroken, 1,051,200 minutes of misery, 63,072,000 seconds of agony. It felt like eternity. Without you.
-Alternate ending- *cause I can’t bear an emo teuki no more… T___T*
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I froze upon seeing the view in front of me. Not being able to move a single muscle. Paralyzed.
I'm not lost anymore
A soft thud of baggage dropped to the floor, and two quick strides later, I found myself enveloped in a warm embrace.
I'm home
“I’m home.” Soft murmurs of assurance in my ear, and I felt familiar sting in my eyes and stream of water afterwards.
A/N : So, since I'm too lazy to check... if you notice any mistake here, kindly tell me, okay!
COMMENTS MAKE ME HAPPY