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yesterday stands out as one the single best days in my entire life.
it made everything that much more secure in my head; what I'm about, why I stick by the things I do, why I avoid the things I do.
chris got to we are godzilla, gave me and cathy-lee massive hugs, and when asked how he was replied "perfect".
he went to find green tea, we weren't asked if we wanted to come, we were asked "are you coming?" like it was expected.
we talked about tour, how many people would turn up, when we asked about his christmas tattoos he explained in so much detail. he charmed basically everybody in that coffee shop. sat up the front for his speaking, he was his usual amazing, inspiring and entertaining self. I handed him my letter when he was hanging around after, he told me "thank you so much, I appreciate it"; was he for real? I told him I was coming to sydney and he started telling me ideas he was throwing around for the sydney speaking. he hugged every person in that room goodbye when they had to go, then asked me and cathy-lee if we wanted to join him for dinner. we sat outside wicked pizza, him, us, nat and two other girls. we spent a couple of hours sitting outside on those tables talking about everything. he watched me stick a frigging chewy in cathy-lee's mouth and how I managed not to ram it up her nose or something I have no idea. he asked us to walk him to his car when his ride got there. he gave me the longest, tightest hug I've had in my whole life. I thanked him and he whispered thankyou to me - multiple times. I told him I'd see him on tuesday. he said goodbye to cathy-lee, they drove past and waved. and I don't think I've stopped smiling since. there's so many things I'm leaving out, because I don't feel the need to put it in.
it's 12.43am, I'm working on this ridiculous essay so it's not hanging over me when I'm away this week. I leave for sydney tomorrow, technically. I saw in cathy-lee's 21st sitting on msn, after a what, 6 hour long conversation?
I've never been better than I am today.