here.
since you just...left...hahaha
i just wanted to tell you in closing.
i have always loved you. i have always cared about you. you were my best friend first before anyone.
it was just the way i felt when i was around you. it may or may not have had ANYTHING to do with other people. it was mostly just the negativity. but it went beyond that. the turning point was when i, your best friend, was getting my feelings hurt by you. you knew you were doing it. i asked you to stop. you didn't stop. and you didn't apologize. that is enough for me to be mad at you. and when you never apologized, nor saw any fault on your side, that's when i realized that you didn't care enough about me or respect me enough to be friends with me.
so then apparently you "missed me" and yes, i missed you too. but i missed the nice, friendly, funny, you. who knew when to stop. so maybe i thought we could restart and refresh it. but then you didn't talk to me. and i admit that i'm bad at keeping up lost friendships, but if you would have tried harder, i would have. so i dont know where we stand now. apparently, you still dont see where you did any wrong, or why i was mad at you. (this is apparent to me when you kept using other people as examples. but it's not about other people.)
so. i'm up for trying again, if you'll try at all. if youll put forth any effort. or if you think this relationship is beyond saving, or isn't worth trying to save. i donno. maybe it is, maybe it isn't. but know that you made an impact on my life. you were my best friend for a year and i love you. and i still do. because i know who you are deep down, i know that you can be a good friend and a good person, but towards the end of our relationship, you weren't. thats what i wanted you to know. so just...whatever your thoughts...just tell me.
goodnight.
## Kati ##
i just wanted to tell you in closing.
i have always loved you. i have always cared about you. you were my best friend first before anyone.
it was just the way i felt when i was around you. it may or may not have had ANYTHING to do with other people. it was mostly just the negativity. but it went beyond that. the turning point was when i, your best friend, was getting my feelings hurt by you. you knew you were doing it. i asked you to stop. you didn't stop. and you didn't apologize. that is enough for me to be mad at you. and when you never apologized, nor saw any fault on your side, that's when i realized that you didn't care enough about me or respect me enough to be friends with me.
so then apparently you "missed me" and yes, i missed you too. but i missed the nice, friendly, funny, you. who knew when to stop. so maybe i thought we could restart and refresh it. but then you didn't talk to me. and i admit that i'm bad at keeping up lost friendships, but if you would have tried harder, i would have. so i dont know where we stand now. apparently, you still dont see where you did any wrong, or why i was mad at you. (this is apparent to me when you kept using other people as examples. but it's not about other people.)
so. i'm up for trying again, if you'll try at all. if youll put forth any effort. or if you think this relationship is beyond saving, or isn't worth trying to save. i donno. maybe it is, maybe it isn't. but know that you made an impact on my life. you were my best friend for a year and i love you. and i still do. because i know who you are deep down, i know that you can be a good friend and a good person, but towards the end of our relationship, you weren't. thats what i wanted you to know. so just...whatever your thoughts...just tell me.
goodnight.
## Kati ##