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i'm feeling dangerously nostalgic right now. i was looking at pictures of me from junior year of high school and it's like...did i even live that life? me and my mom were on our own, i was dealing with my parents' separation, not to mention school was so hard and i was constantly going through groups of friends while in high school...
i honestly don't feel as if so much time has passed and i've done so much in my life. why do i live in the present so much and disregard the past?
school STILL doesn't start for another 2 months...but since i move into my apartment in exactly 4 weeks, i feel like the summer is winding down. i'm in such an in between stage. i'll be in the apartment for 6 months, but then i'll probably be abroad a semester, and then my fall semester of senior year i'll only take 1 or 2 classes while hopefully working full time and then graduate early and unceremoniously. my career at AU really ends this fall semester, and i honestly don't feel as if i've learned more about international relations than when i went in, mostly because you can deduce a lot just by reading the news every day and knowing some history in order to put that information into context.
i'm going crazy
i honestly don't feel as if so much time has passed and i've done so much in my life. why do i live in the present so much and disregard the past?
school STILL doesn't start for another 2 months...but since i move into my apartment in exactly 4 weeks, i feel like the summer is winding down. i'm in such an in between stage. i'll be in the apartment for 6 months, but then i'll probably be abroad a semester, and then my fall semester of senior year i'll only take 1 or 2 classes while hopefully working full time and then graduate early and unceremoniously. my career at AU really ends this fall semester, and i honestly don't feel as if i've learned more about international relations than when i went in, mostly because you can deduce a lot just by reading the news every day and knowing some history in order to put that information into context.
i'm going crazy