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I'm really bored with Live Journal. I don't know why I even keep posting to it; it's rare that anyone besides skeleton ever comments on anything I post, even though I make a practice of commenting on other's LJs regularly. I stopped thinking of LJ as a "diary" long ago. To me, it's actually more like a bulletin board or even a conversation, and one-sided conversations get boring. I have another blog that I treat more like my diary or journal, I get far more satisfaction from that than seeing yet another post of mine disappear into the ether. I used to think I was boring. Maybe I am, or maybe people are just wrapped up in their own lives and don't give a shit about what I write. I thought I could find some interesting people who would like to "talk", even if seemingly, we don't have that much in common. For the most part, I did, just not very often.
I didn't want my LJ to get wrapped up in my ego and that's exactly what it's done. I have a hard enough time not judging myself too harshly without letting this LJ contribute to my lack of self-esteem. To my LJ pals who kept up with me, thanks and I'll still keep with you. To the many others whom I friended who could care less.....bye!
I didn't want my LJ to get wrapped up in my ego and that's exactly what it's done. I have a hard enough time not judging myself too harshly without letting this LJ contribute to my lack of self-esteem. To my LJ pals who kept up with me, thanks and I'll still keep with you. To the many others whom I friended who could care less.....bye!