Why oh why delilah?!
Why oh god why did i even bother to come home? Every single day Mum has said something like 'you are spoiling my routine' or like today 'i have my system' when asked what the problem was the response is 'you'! At the moment all I want to do is jump in my car and drive up to Gloucester but I know I would never make it, i'd be too tired to get all the way there - pathetic huh? I don't think she means it but I just get the feeling that I don't belong here anymore, not too sure where I do belong to be honest! Think I will stay for the third year at Hartpury or maybe go to Talland for a year then get a job far away from here (residential preferably) - this is not my home anymore I know that much...thing is I'm not too sure where is....