ahgawd
so I turned on the old PC, which I still haven't gotten around to reformatting, and pulled up my old winamp playlist and let it play, and it started playing sappy love songs which I used to listen to on a more regular basis. now, I haven't really been listening to anything like that lately, so hearing sappy 80s ballads makes me feel all weird and squishy inside. I've been kinda pushing down all my sappy squishy girlyness, and the songs just made me feel all mushy and stuff. yeah. damn, I can be such a girl sometimes... like, I'm pretty comfortable with not being a hopeless romantic sapmeister, but at the same time, I feel like I need to find an outlet for the mushyness, cause no matter how much I fight it, it's there. does that make any sense?
in other news - put in my 2 weeks at Eckerd - got hired at Old Navy for $9/hour - not spectacular, and certainly not a *real* job - but better'n 4.5 years of Eckerd and only making $8.20/hour after all that time. and the employee discount - it's more useful than Eckerd - it's on all the crap I'd buy anyway. yeah. thinking I'm gonna suck it up and get DSL real soon. I need my constant internet connection.
that's about all for now, I think... gonna go be sappy&squishy somewhere else now :p
in other news - put in my 2 weeks at Eckerd - got hired at Old Navy for $9/hour - not spectacular, and certainly not a *real* job - but better'n 4.5 years of Eckerd and only making $8.20/hour after all that time. and the employee discount - it's more useful than Eckerd - it's on all the crap I'd buy anyway. yeah. thinking I'm gonna suck it up and get DSL real soon. I need my constant internet connection.
that's about all for now, I think... gonna go be sappy&squishy somewhere else now :p