Yeah, im actually posting in this stupid thing.
Its been a while since ive written in this, i guess mainly because i dont think anyone really reads it anymore. And no, its not that ive been posting friends only posts. The last time i did that was last spring. I really just dont write in here anymore.
Ive noticed sarah has removed me from her friends list, and whether or not she still reads this, i dont know. But I miss her. She always managed to make me smile when i felt like i was better off dead.
Ive had a girlfriend for the past month or so, and shes really great. Weve been friends for years, and she has told me many times she wanted to date me. I decided that it would be worth the chance. Its strange, because not much has really changed between us... in some ways, that is a good thing. In other ways, it isnt. But im happy im getting the chance to see what happens anyway. If it ends up not working, at least we know we tried. Everything is going great so far, except that she works most weeknights, and i work days, so i only get to see her on weekends. We'll see how it goes :)
Julie, we gotta chill sometime!
umm what else. Oh yah.. I miss Mel. I dont know why... we dont have a whole lot in common and our discussions usually go nowhere lol. but i still miss talking to her anyway.
Ive started talking to ken and amanda again. He came online and we talked and i told him hes an asshole. So he said that if that night was to be the last time we ever talk, he wants to shake my hand and say goodbye. So at 2am, he picked me up and we went for a 3 hour drive, to the middle of nowhere, talking about shit. Things seem alright now, except the whole kathleen amanda thing... some shit about somebody backstabbing each other and whatever. i think they both need to fucking relax and get over it, but since both of them get mad at me for mentioning it (ive tried to talk to both of them in hopes we can all hang out again) but they just get mad at me. so fuck it.
School is gay. Georgian is the worst college on the entire planet. If they cant be bothered putting out the resources for their programs, then they shouldnt offer them. Out of the $15,000 or so ive spent in the past year and a half, I would say about $12,000 of it was wasted. I could have spent that money on FAR better things. Fuck georgian.
Gladiator is an amazing movie.
ummmmmmm i dont know what else to say. bye.
Ive noticed sarah has removed me from her friends list, and whether or not she still reads this, i dont know. But I miss her. She always managed to make me smile when i felt like i was better off dead.
Ive had a girlfriend for the past month or so, and shes really great. Weve been friends for years, and she has told me many times she wanted to date me. I decided that it would be worth the chance. Its strange, because not much has really changed between us... in some ways, that is a good thing. In other ways, it isnt. But im happy im getting the chance to see what happens anyway. If it ends up not working, at least we know we tried. Everything is going great so far, except that she works most weeknights, and i work days, so i only get to see her on weekends. We'll see how it goes :)
Julie, we gotta chill sometime!
umm what else. Oh yah.. I miss Mel. I dont know why... we dont have a whole lot in common and our discussions usually go nowhere lol. but i still miss talking to her anyway.
Ive started talking to ken and amanda again. He came online and we talked and i told him hes an asshole. So he said that if that night was to be the last time we ever talk, he wants to shake my hand and say goodbye. So at 2am, he picked me up and we went for a 3 hour drive, to the middle of nowhere, talking about shit. Things seem alright now, except the whole kathleen amanda thing... some shit about somebody backstabbing each other and whatever. i think they both need to fucking relax and get over it, but since both of them get mad at me for mentioning it (ive tried to talk to both of them in hopes we can all hang out again) but they just get mad at me. so fuck it.
School is gay. Georgian is the worst college on the entire planet. If they cant be bothered putting out the resources for their programs, then they shouldnt offer them. Out of the $15,000 or so ive spent in the past year and a half, I would say about $12,000 of it was wasted. I could have spent that money on FAR better things. Fuck georgian.
Gladiator is an amazing movie.
ummmmmmm i dont know what else to say. bye.