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has it ever seemed like youe life is moving to slow and that you have to wait for every thing to start happing and yet fell like your going too fast like on a roller coster. maybe not but thats how fell (mainly because i'm a senior and like gradution is coming well at some point in time it is and yet i fell not ready to go out in the world). but currently in my life thing are well stressfull and i should know cause about 2 weeks ago i broke out in thies welt thing and had to go to ER and get a shot becuase i was under to much stress. well good thing is stress is no more ok thats a lie but it not as much stress. so yay. well yeah any way i want kegan back he has been a way at collage to long now and needs to come he is the only thing right now i fell that is sort of standing still and is not a big wirl in my head right. which is cute yes but also not good cause that not how thing should be you know. but i do love him and even if he is standing still part of him are well in the wirl i'm not going to tell you why it is between him and me and we both rather keep it between the two of us. well i should go. i love you all even if you don't think so i do love you.