But I didn't much feel like posting over the past few weeks. I've been having a hard time with this whole getting over David thing.
My new years eve was actually ok. I went over to Preston and Erin's to eat burgers and watch the great fireworks show that I knew Blake would provide for us. At first we thought Drew wasn't gonna come, but he ended up being there to help with the show. I figured he couldn't resist helping Blake out with the fireworks. I took a video of it with my camera....it's not great, but it's pretty ok.
Here it is if y'all are interested in watching it. I took a few pictures while at the party. I ended up leaving around 1:30 or 2:00. Overall it was pretty interesting. It was good that I didn't have to sit at home alone with my thoughts.....that can be bad for me.
The weekend itself just kinda passed. Friday I went over to Preston and Erin's again to hang out with them and Melissa. Of course Melissa didn't get there 'til after 10:00, but at least I got to see her for a while. She was actually one of the last ones to go to bed. It was Preston, Melissa, and I that stayed up and talked for a little while. I was mostly just listening to Preston and Melissa talk....I got kinda quiet I guess 'cause I was sleepy. I left around 1:00 I think that night.
Didn't do much of anything else for the rest of the weekend. Watched half of the first season of Lost on Sunday. That was basically it.
I tried to type up my resume today. It's not exactly great, but I think it will do. Maybe I can get someone to look at it and tell me what needs improving......I'm no good at making resumes. I've been looking on the websites for hospitals and such. Nothing much that I can use my degree for. If UMC would call me back, they have a Psych. tech position open. They've never called me back for any of the other positions I was applying for though. I can hope. The position at Region 8 that I was looking at has been filled I guess.....it's not on the site anymore.
Anyway, that's my life right now. I think I'm getting a sinus infection or something. My throat started hurting this afternoon. I can't afford to go to the doctor, and mom can't pay for it this time either. I'll just have to deal with it as best I can I suppose. I guess I should try to remember to start taking my vitamins again.