It's a dreary day
But I'm not really upset about it. I like dreary days. They're my favorite kind of day especially when it's been so hot lately.
Last night I went to Brad and Lester's. It was kinda weird being there at first. Then Shelia, Brad's mom, came by and ate grilled shiskabobs with us. After she left, Brad went to his room. We were supposed to go see Silent Hill last night, but he said he was tired. I told Lester that if he didn't want to go see the movie that was alright. Instead of going to the movie we went to Books-A-Million. I wanted to look around and see if they had any clearance books that may occupy my time during the summer since I won't be going to school. There was nothing really interesting in the clearance section, but I did get Wicked.....it was kinda on sale. I've been wanting to read this for a while. David texted (is that even a word?) me while I was wandering around. He was wondering when I'd come visit him in his new house. I called him to tell him I'd come in the summer sometime. He said he was gonna be taking a few classes over the summer and working at Forest General. That's pretty cool. He's doing better than I am. I'm glad though. He deserves it. When we left Books-A-Million, we headed to Cups. Lester's friends were there so we sat with them. I didn't really feel sociable, so I just kinda sat there and looked at the sky. We left around 10:15ish and headed back to the house. After a few minutes of just sitting there, I went to leave. I just felt kinda depressed and didn't want it to affect Lester. I got in my car and started thinking. I couldn't just leave it like this. I couldn't just leave and feel the way I did. So, I went back up to the house and asked Lester if I could talk to him for a minute. We went outside and I told him I was sorry for just walking out like that. I told him why I do that. I told him my intentions as far as what I wanted from him in the beginning. I said a bunch of stuff I really should have said from the start. I guess it's better late than never, huh? Anyway, the thing is I just wanted closure of some kind. After telling him my intentions and that I didn't really desire to have any kind of love relationship, he said he was willing to go on with what we were doing before. So, our plan is to just be friends for now and see what happens later. That's alright with me. I feel alot better now that I've told him all that. I feel like I've gotten some huge weight off my back.
I don't want to go to class today. I can't remember if she said we were gonna have a test today or Thursday......I better go just in case.
Last night I went to Brad and Lester's. It was kinda weird being there at first. Then Shelia, Brad's mom, came by and ate grilled shiskabobs with us. After she left, Brad went to his room. We were supposed to go see Silent Hill last night, but he said he was tired. I told Lester that if he didn't want to go see the movie that was alright. Instead of going to the movie we went to Books-A-Million. I wanted to look around and see if they had any clearance books that may occupy my time during the summer since I won't be going to school. There was nothing really interesting in the clearance section, but I did get Wicked.....it was kinda on sale. I've been wanting to read this for a while. David texted (is that even a word?) me while I was wandering around. He was wondering when I'd come visit him in his new house. I called him to tell him I'd come in the summer sometime. He said he was gonna be taking a few classes over the summer and working at Forest General. That's pretty cool. He's doing better than I am. I'm glad though. He deserves it. When we left Books-A-Million, we headed to Cups. Lester's friends were there so we sat with them. I didn't really feel sociable, so I just kinda sat there and looked at the sky. We left around 10:15ish and headed back to the house. After a few minutes of just sitting there, I went to leave. I just felt kinda depressed and didn't want it to affect Lester. I got in my car and started thinking. I couldn't just leave it like this. I couldn't just leave and feel the way I did. So, I went back up to the house and asked Lester if I could talk to him for a minute. We went outside and I told him I was sorry for just walking out like that. I told him why I do that. I told him my intentions as far as what I wanted from him in the beginning. I said a bunch of stuff I really should have said from the start. I guess it's better late than never, huh? Anyway, the thing is I just wanted closure of some kind. After telling him my intentions and that I didn't really desire to have any kind of love relationship, he said he was willing to go on with what we were doing before. So, our plan is to just be friends for now and see what happens later. That's alright with me. I feel alot better now that I've told him all that. I feel like I've gotten some huge weight off my back.
I don't want to go to class today. I can't remember if she said we were gonna have a test today or Thursday......I better go just in case.