I feel like utter crap
It was after lunch that I really started feeling bad. I thought I could go to work and be alright, but it just didn't work out that way. I got there and stayed for about two hours and left. I came home and got back in the bed around 5:30pm. I woke up around 10:00 tonight, and I still feel shitty. I can't stand this crap. This is exactly why I never want to get into any kind of relationship that includes sex again. Yeah, it's great while it lasts, but eventually I get attached and get hurt. I should have known better than to do that. I should have known this would happen. *Sigh* Shoulda, woulda, coulda......blah, blah, blah.....