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This week has just sucked. I mean it started out alright. Then on Tuesday I started bleeding. Now I'm just in the second week of my bc pills. This shouldn't be happening. I have never actually bled in the second or even third week. Usually it's the third week, and it's mainly just that brown discharge stuff. I'm thinking it's maybe because of the fact that I'm not taking the regular bc I usually take. They didn't have it when I went to get my perscription filled so I got the off brand. Next time I'll just tell them I'll go to another CVS and have them call to make sure they have it.
After worrying about that, yesterday Lester asked me how I felt about what we were doing. I didn't really know how to answer that. I told him with sex there's always some attachment for me. He then told me that he thought we should just be friends instead of friends with benifits. Of course, I'm upset about it, but it's better this happen now than later. I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I won't be hanging out over there as much as I have been. I'll miss it....I really will. I'll still be his friend. I care about him too much to not be there for him.
Today I have to go to work. It sucks. I wanna stay home and just lay in bed. I didn't sleep that well last night so that's gonna make it that much worse.
I'm planning on going to Home Depot Monday to put in an application for a part time job. I figure if I can get $10 an hour there and work part time, I'll still be alright as far as paying bills. That would make my life so much easier as far as school also.
Anyway, that's it for now. I'm gonna go lay down for a while I think. I'm so tired of everything right now......
After worrying about that, yesterday Lester asked me how I felt about what we were doing. I didn't really know how to answer that. I told him with sex there's always some attachment for me. He then told me that he thought we should just be friends instead of friends with benifits. Of course, I'm upset about it, but it's better this happen now than later. I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I won't be hanging out over there as much as I have been. I'll miss it....I really will. I'll still be his friend. I care about him too much to not be there for him.
Today I have to go to work. It sucks. I wanna stay home and just lay in bed. I didn't sleep that well last night so that's gonna make it that much worse.
I'm planning on going to Home Depot Monday to put in an application for a part time job. I figure if I can get $10 an hour there and work part time, I'll still be alright as far as paying bills. That would make my life so much easier as far as school also.
Anyway, that's it for now. I'm gonna go lay down for a while I think. I'm so tired of everything right now......