Happy Halloween!
Happy Halloween! Life sucks! The pizza boy doesn't want to have anything to do with me. That is ok, he has a girlfriend anyway. He said his girlfriend found some of the notes that I sent him and she was really mad. I feel bad I caused any problems. I am just going to stay away from him. I hope I can give my best friend a great bachelorette party and it doesn't suck! I am going to plan it with my cousin today. Then, I think I will feel better. It just really sucks! I really am alone now. I am so alone. My best friends are now going to be married and things will be so different. I am going to try to go get things done for the bachelorette party today after school. I think I will start to feel better. I got to come up with games and stuff. Maybe my sister can help me, I will ask her. I am so sick of this life. I am going to get a bumper sticker that says, "I would rather be sleeping." I think that is good. Thank god I finished my autism stuff. I am so excited. Maybe if I get things done, I can go see Footloose tonight. I would like that. They say it is a good dancing movie. Not necessarily, the plot or anything but the dancing is fun. My friend is going to go to Kuwait for a year. My counselor wants me to get into a small group or support group by then. I don't know if I can do that. It will be scary. Everybody says that is the only way I will meet new people. Hopefully, things will get better today and the kids will have fun on Halloween!