Your just a kid raising a kid.
If I ever hear that statement come out of someones mouth one more time.....I am more than likely to bash heads and slit throats.
No one knows how hard it is to have a baby when your young until you actually do it. I was 19 when I got pregnant with Collin. And I was scared shitless. Never once did abortion or adoption cross my mind...ever. I felt like I was responsible and I should be held responsible as well. That was a drastic life changing event for me. It completely flipped my world upside down. Literally.
Try being in a care free relationship with a super hot guy where is doesnt ever matter what you guys are doing, you have no permanant residence, no money because you are both too lazy and caught up in the party scene to get jobs, and no sense of discipline for yourselves whatsoever.
Then try hitting a brick wall, doing a complete turn around on your life. Getting permanent full time jobs, buying another car, and actually getting your first rental house together.
all because I got knocked up.
If I have anyone to thank about my life being the way it is, I would have to go ahead and thank Collin. Because if it werent for him; Chris and I would still be doing the same old thing.
Pissing our lives away.
Anyway...sorry had to get that out.
TODAY IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!
Brtni is on her way.
and were going crazy.
Along with Collin.
You know, I really have to hand it to Britni, she has been my best friend for over 6 years and she has ALWAYS been there for me. She is one of the few friends that I have that has accepted that I am a mom now, and I'm not Stephie Getchell anymore. (I mean there will always be alittle Stephie Getchell left in me because thats who I am)
Yeah, thats a good way to look at it.
Now I'm Stephie Caudell, a little more sane, someone who would do anything for their family and friends, but still likes to get down.
Can't wait for tomorrow. Hopefully Amberly can make it out.
I still have to get those pictures of my hair for Antha's portfolio.
BTW I fucking love my hair now. I just fucking love it.
There was actually no reasoning behind this post.
Im a yittle crazy
No one knows how hard it is to have a baby when your young until you actually do it. I was 19 when I got pregnant with Collin. And I was scared shitless. Never once did abortion or adoption cross my mind...ever. I felt like I was responsible and I should be held responsible as well. That was a drastic life changing event for me. It completely flipped my world upside down. Literally.
Try being in a care free relationship with a super hot guy where is doesnt ever matter what you guys are doing, you have no permanant residence, no money because you are both too lazy and caught up in the party scene to get jobs, and no sense of discipline for yourselves whatsoever.
Then try hitting a brick wall, doing a complete turn around on your life. Getting permanent full time jobs, buying another car, and actually getting your first rental house together.
all because I got knocked up.
If I have anyone to thank about my life being the way it is, I would have to go ahead and thank Collin. Because if it werent for him; Chris and I would still be doing the same old thing.
Pissing our lives away.
Anyway...sorry had to get that out.
TODAY IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!
Brtni is on her way.
and were going crazy.
Along with Collin.
You know, I really have to hand it to Britni, she has been my best friend for over 6 years and she has ALWAYS been there for me. She is one of the few friends that I have that has accepted that I am a mom now, and I'm not Stephie Getchell anymore. (I mean there will always be alittle Stephie Getchell left in me because thats who I am)
Yeah, thats a good way to look at it.
Now I'm Stephie Caudell, a little more sane, someone who would do anything for their family and friends, but still likes to get down.
Can't wait for tomorrow. Hopefully Amberly can make it out.
I still have to get those pictures of my hair for Antha's portfolio.
BTW I fucking love my hair now. I just fucking love it.
There was actually no reasoning behind this post.
Im a yittle crazy