I have to.
Quit smoking cigarettes...
Its just so hard for me to think about. Honestly I dont even smoke that much, I would say a pack every 2-3 days. I dont have time to take constant smoke breaks with a one year old running around everywhere all nibbly bibbly.
My Nana, quite possibly the greatest woman in the world to me other than my mom, has had cancer for a long time. Im talking 5-7 years. She's had multiple surgerys and is almost 75 years old. She just doesn't want to do it anymore. Just last night I received a phone call from her and shes got it again. Only this time the cancer has moved from her breasts to her throat and lymph nodes and tounge and ears and tonsils. I want to explode. How can I love doing something so much that is killing the only grandmother I have left. My moms mom, (my grama) died 2 augusts ago from cancer of the stomach.
It makes me sick.
I have to quit.
To save my life and to prove to my Nana that I care about her enough to better my own future as a mother and quite possibly a grandmother. Im not smoking any cigarettes today or tomorrow and if I do I will be honest with all of you. I need moral support though.
Help me..
Its just so hard for me to think about. Honestly I dont even smoke that much, I would say a pack every 2-3 days. I dont have time to take constant smoke breaks with a one year old running around everywhere all nibbly bibbly.
My Nana, quite possibly the greatest woman in the world to me other than my mom, has had cancer for a long time. Im talking 5-7 years. She's had multiple surgerys and is almost 75 years old. She just doesn't want to do it anymore. Just last night I received a phone call from her and shes got it again. Only this time the cancer has moved from her breasts to her throat and lymph nodes and tounge and ears and tonsils. I want to explode. How can I love doing something so much that is killing the only grandmother I have left. My moms mom, (my grama) died 2 augusts ago from cancer of the stomach.
It makes me sick.
I have to quit.
To save my life and to prove to my Nana that I care about her enough to better my own future as a mother and quite possibly a grandmother. Im not smoking any cigarettes today or tomorrow and if I do I will be honest with all of you. I need moral support though.
Help me..