Apr 06, 2005 01:20
My excitement for the day....
so it's about 5:28pm and I'm on my way to school and I'm taking my time cus it's nice out and I don't really want to be going there anyways. So I get to Union Lake road (I was in a good mood...it was sunny out) and I'm driving along and I have to stop because of a slight back up (y'all know Union Lake road traffic around 5:30 on a Tuesday) well then I see this guy that is trying to turn left out of the Vet (I think it was the vet...Lakeside Animal Hospital) so I'm like well I'm in no hurry so I'll let him out. So I let this guy out and he says thank you and I'm like...well fantastic I made that guy smile. With that thought being all nice I hear a nice loud honk from behind me and as I turn my head to see what the honking is all about this huge black truck comes flying by me on my right side. Well by the time he actually gets to me I'm moving again, and the fucking bastard cuts me off...so I lay on my horn to show him that he was rude. Well the driver being this large African American gives me the finger so I was all like oh no I don't think so! So with my freshly painted pink nails I showed him my pretty little finger. Then he put his finger down and I was like well...problem solved
Oh...I was very wrong.
So I'm driving along and I notice that this man is staring at me in his rearview mirror and I'm like well golly what's he looking at...so I smile at him and he gives me this nasty look...and I kinda just giggled at the angry old man. Then we're driving along and this big black truck is still in front of me and we get near Dairy Queen and I'm in the far right lane cus I'm gonna be turning right on Coley...well the bastard is in the middle lane to go straight or turn left...but he notices that I'm in the other lane so yep...the fuck head swerves over and cuts me off to get in front of me again....so I honk again....isn't that what horns are for anyways!? So now we're stopped at the light in front of Dairy Queen and this little white guy gets out of the passenger side of his car and says "Listen bitch, if you honk your damn horn at us one more time I'm gonna come over there and fuck you up!" (no joke at all...that's what he said to me).
So I was like well hrm...and you all know me....
So...yep, I put my window up and lock my doors and give this nice little white man two short honks (he's still standing by the big truck), and then he looks at me throws his arms up in the air and gets back in the truck
at that moment I was totally thankful the light had turned green so that they would be on the move, and not have time to "fuck me up"
Good god...so now I'm like well shit man this guy is pist, how much fun is that!
So I'm like whatever dude I gotta go to school. So I turn on to Cooley behind him and he gets in the left lane and I'm in the right, and then he gets behind me and is right on my ass but by this point I'm not scared of him cus I gave him the perfect opportunity to "fuck me up" and he didn't take it so things are going dandy and we get stopped at the light for Williams Lake Rd. and I was like well shit I don't want this dude behind me anymore cus I'm almost to school and I for sure don't want him following me in there! So we're at the light for a few seconds and I hear a nice horn honking behind me...so I look in my rearview and sure enough it’s the bastard and his butt buddy honking and showing me their fingers again. But then the light turned green, and thankfully this semi was going straight and I had time to squeeze in in front of him and I lost the big black truck...but just to be safe I went to McDonalds to see if he was still following me or not cus I didn't want to end up at school with that scary man behind me ya know!
So he didn't so up at McDonalds and I was on my way to school....fun time’s right!
oh and I'd like to mention that during this whole time I was on the phone with Brian and he was freaking out cus he didn't want me to get hurt and told me that I need to accept the fact that I can't win everything, and if someone threatens me not to push their buttons cus I never know what they might do. So I promised him I would do my best to not be so silly next time something like that happens.
oh and an update on "us" cus it's been awhile:
So we're doing spectacular. You know, nothing really new, we're still super in love and will be for a real long time so if any of you don't like that idea...that’s too fucking bad! We're just 2 months away from a year together...how fucking fun right! But all is well and I'm happy about that.
Okay that’s it I just wanted to tell y'all about my excitement....and warn you that sometimes when you're nice scary shit can go down...but damn it makes the world exciting!!!!!
OH....and I'd like to add...
I'm very disappointed in you, I can't believe you would do something like that to yourself, and put yourself in that kind of position...and I so pray that in the end you get hurt so that you learn something...because you're not gaining anything from this fantasy relationship...there is no relationship it ended a long time ago and you need to accept that...move on your only hurting yourself. Actually you're hurting someone else...someone else you don't even know and that's okay to you...it's all making more and more sense now...and with the new facts I’ve learned it makes me miss you less and less