Jan 20, 2004 22:33
Who will help me with this. I seriously have a new goal and you better fucking believe it, I'm going to accomplish this one.
So, "newone" comes...and what do I do...I fucking make fun of "newone" cus "newone" looks different, I give "newone" some lame nickname and well then I tell everyone the nickname. Ya know, at the time it was all funny...but I came home after being dropped off by jamie cus she was going to see matt...and I thought...yep, I thought...and I thought about this nickname thing. Yes, the nickname suits "newone" and yes, I still think its cute, but mother fucking god how fucking rude am I! This poor child has come from the opposite side of the country and is thrown in to a totally new world.
Lets face it kids, Walled Lake...it's the one and only, thankfully you will never find another bunch of us anywhere else on this lovely planet. Well that's just the problem, we're all judgmental assholes. hokay so maybe we aren't all assholes, but we are all judgmental. Now don't say you aren't...I'm almost 100% sure that everyone has judged someone at least once in their life.
Okay well see this is where the problem comes, "newone" comes and the very first thing I do...yep that's right I fight to hold back laughter. What the fuck is wrong with me...so then I move on to analyze "newones" clothes, and well yep, you guessed it I had something to say about that. Yea, so the day continues and I continue to see her and continue to get laughs out of it....grr.
So thought went in to this...I want to stop being so judgmental! I know that I will never be able to totally stop being judgmental but I want to at least control it. So I want to know who will help me and join me in trying to be less judmental. If you don't mind being judgmental thats fine, but I do...it's not right, and it's for sure not fare to the other person...but I'm going to need you're help to make sure I'm controling myself. good.
Note: "newone" is not the nickname
Note II: :::::I wish you were who you used to be, not what "she's" made you::::
"The world always seems brighter in your arms..."