Aug 28, 2005 09:42
I have been in a really bitchy mood lately but I also have a lot of thing going on in my mind so I need people to help me out a little and thats all I'm asking!
+ If you see me upset, make me laugh
+ If you see me frowning, make me smile
Just show me that you at least care. Make me feel like I belong in the world you so call 'yours'. I need everyone more than you can imagine. I feel like no one can possibly understand the way I feel on the inside, yet I know there are people who do.
I mean Pablo is the one I go to with all my life problems and he listens to me. I am not sure if he understands exactly where I am coming from, but he does listen...which makes me feel a lot better about everything.
I went to Pablo with mostly everything and everything that I haven't told him...I haven't told mostly anyone. I usually keep everything inside of me, but I am glad I can go to Pablo and Faith for everything. I figured a manager at my job should know the serious stuff that goes on in my life for a variety of reasons. Faith is my best friend in the entire world and I can trust her with everything...even if I'm not supposed to tell anyone, I tell her because she is my best friend and I tell her everything.
Sometimes I am so confused and I don't know what to do...like now! Thats why I've been in this whole don't know how to explain it bitchy mood. And my BIGGEST apologies go to Jose G. I am so sorry for the way I treated you on Tuesday. All you tried to do was help me and I treated you like crap and I am so so so sorry and you so did not deserve it. You know I love you Baby. I was just in a bad mood and what I said to you came out wrong. I should have said, "Thank you Jose...I'll be there in a minute." I am so sorry baby!
Thank you guys for understanding!