Thank you for 2013. (Sorry, not sorry)

Dec 30, 2013 19:45

Thank you for dumping me. This is a few people. Did it hurt? Yes, yes it did. But you know what, the days went on, they turned into weeks, which turned into months. It has taken me this long, but I realized that I have become a better person for it. Do I still get a little melancholy? Yes, but for that I am better. I am so much happier than dealing with such passive aggressiveness, over nothing problems. Each one of you sits and bad mouths the other, to sit together and have a party or whatever. I realize now that's not healthy whatsoever.

I realize I overextended myself to do whatever it was to help, only to find out when I really needed friends, I had none. That was the soul-crushing part. Will each of you read this and mock me? Probably, or maybe never read this, and that's ok too. I have a happiness you can't take away, and a piece of mind from knowing I am with better people who won't treat me like garbage, and be insanely nasty towards me behind my back, or to my face.

I have done more this year to improve myself. What have you done? Probably scorn and mock others. I'm happy with me, are you really happy?
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