Nov 24, 2005 02:04
ARRRRGGGHHH.
I'm driving myself crazy.
It was an alright day. I was up pretty late last night, found some notebooks dating back to approximately a year ago, and one can IMAGINE the cute things I found there. They were not things I should have seen. But whatever. I fell asleep til about 12, got up, went out for a delightful breakfast with my father, shopped, went to Zoe's and planned for the FACTbus trips, went back to my dad's then came here. I infected Zoe's pillow with my still-rampant infection. That was expected. When I get sick I'm sick for weeks. So it goes.
The reason I'm aggravated is because of those notebooks and the vile feelings they unearthed. Really, I just want friendship. It's all I ask. But I know, oh I know how it goes. There are better people to see. What the hell should I care, anyway.
All I want is to share something meaningful with someone I care about. Is that really too much to ask?
Whatever. It'll be time for food in ten hours, then sleep and movies and people, even if they don't include the one person I miss the most.