shit man
ok, so here's a real post. i love college now. i really really do. amazing huh? i was ready to drop out last semester. my dad was flipping out ... oops. school work so far isn't terrible. just a butt load of reading. i hate reading when i have to. i love reading when i want to. make sense? maybe .. i don't know. jeannine leaves for almost a full week on tuesday for diving. im gonna be so lonely! everyone has to call and visit me. everyday. i love jeannine .. what will i do without her?? but at least she's coming back.
my big problem this semester? my eating habits. for whatever reason i no longer am hungry. today i didnt eat until 1pm and when i did i ate a bit of salad, a french fry and half of a cookie. and i am completely full. wtf! i must be developing an eating disorder - but i don't want to! i've been trying to force myself to eat but i don't think thats helping. ::sigh:: what am i supposed to do? damn my stomach!
today im going to winterfest with tina. should be fun. i miss my friends so im excited. otherwise im just kinda .. blah. i think im just tired. i've also been through a lot of shit the past few months and it kind of left this hole in me. but for the most part im happy. whatever happy is.
well, back to laundry and packing .. and that crap.
my big problem this semester? my eating habits. for whatever reason i no longer am hungry. today i didnt eat until 1pm and when i did i ate a bit of salad, a french fry and half of a cookie. and i am completely full. wtf! i must be developing an eating disorder - but i don't want to! i've been trying to force myself to eat but i don't think thats helping. ::sigh:: what am i supposed to do? damn my stomach!
today im going to winterfest with tina. should be fun. i miss my friends so im excited. otherwise im just kinda .. blah. i think im just tired. i've also been through a lot of shit the past few months and it kind of left this hole in me. but for the most part im happy. whatever happy is.
well, back to laundry and packing .. and that crap.