Feeling a little better and misc.
So Adam and I kind of had it out over the phone last night. He forced me to talk about the situation even though I really wasn't ready to do so. I let out my rant after requesting that he not interrupt me. Once I was done, he had his rebuttal time. Turns out I misinterpreted the situation. The reason he didn't invite me to go with him to the airport with him to pick up his friend was not that he was embarrassed to be with me but rather of the other person. I guess she is a bit of a user and he isn't proud of his friendship with this girl. Secondly, he was planning on inviting me to go with him to dinner with his old teacher if I had just let him get the words out. Instead I heard only 1/2 the conversation and just assumed that he was cancelling on me. So I just walked out on him and that made things worse. When he tried to call me to talk about it while I was in the car, I shut him out and hung up on him. That made it even worse.
Anyway, we talked some last night and still need to work some things out but at least we are still together at this time. I'm hoping we can find some time to talk in person soon. When I related the experience Sunday to a few people, two people told me to just break things off right away and three people told me to talk to him and have patience when listening so I get the full story.
Other news was that last week I accidentally came across my ex-boyfiend Dave's Live Journal. His is listed as public and just like a car wreck that one can't avoid looking at, I read it. Turns out he is living with his current girlfriend (I think it may even be the girl he started dating about a month after we broke up back in 2001). I was kind of numb to finding out that information. I figured he would have moved on since I have but he hurt me so badly that I couldn't forgive him for a number of years. I guess he is happy except for the fact that he is going to a shrink (which didn't surprise me). Best of luck to him.
So last Monday I turned 29. Not all that exciting of a day as I spent it in Boston with Adam helping him write a paper for his graduate studies. Still at least I got to spend time with him. I came home to find a card and gift from my parents on the counter. I got up before my Mom left for work so I could open it with my parents since I hadn't gotten home until 3 am and never saw my parents on my b-day. My parents got me a Nano 4 GB. I was thrilled. Adam had given me a 40 GB Ipod a few months ago and on the 11th he installed my car stereo and the new hardwired Ipod adaptor for the car. So now the 40 GB can be used in the car and the new Nano will be what I will take to the gym once I get a case for it.
My 10 year high school reunion is coming up on Sat. I still haven't decided completely if I am going to go but I am curious to see what other class mates are up to now. If I go, I probably won't drag Adam with me. That would be awkard I think. My 5 year reunion I dragged Dave with me because we were together my senior year in high school and at reunion time we were still together.
Guess that is all the news from here.
Anyway, we talked some last night and still need to work some things out but at least we are still together at this time. I'm hoping we can find some time to talk in person soon. When I related the experience Sunday to a few people, two people told me to just break things off right away and three people told me to talk to him and have patience when listening so I get the full story.
Other news was that last week I accidentally came across my ex-boyfiend Dave's Live Journal. His is listed as public and just like a car wreck that one can't avoid looking at, I read it. Turns out he is living with his current girlfriend (I think it may even be the girl he started dating about a month after we broke up back in 2001). I was kind of numb to finding out that information. I figured he would have moved on since I have but he hurt me so badly that I couldn't forgive him for a number of years. I guess he is happy except for the fact that he is going to a shrink (which didn't surprise me). Best of luck to him.
So last Monday I turned 29. Not all that exciting of a day as I spent it in Boston with Adam helping him write a paper for his graduate studies. Still at least I got to spend time with him. I came home to find a card and gift from my parents on the counter. I got up before my Mom left for work so I could open it with my parents since I hadn't gotten home until 3 am and never saw my parents on my b-day. My parents got me a Nano 4 GB. I was thrilled. Adam had given me a 40 GB Ipod a few months ago and on the 11th he installed my car stereo and the new hardwired Ipod adaptor for the car. So now the 40 GB can be used in the car and the new Nano will be what I will take to the gym once I get a case for it.
My 10 year high school reunion is coming up on Sat. I still haven't decided completely if I am going to go but I am curious to see what other class mates are up to now. If I go, I probably won't drag Adam with me. That would be awkard I think. My 5 year reunion I dragged Dave with me because we were together my senior year in high school and at reunion time we were still together.
Guess that is all the news from here.