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Fuck me, Nov 3rd will go down in my own personal history as one of the worst days in my life. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. i should never have stayed here, teach me to not go with fencers. I can never look at my self the same again, i am a fucking dumbass. fuck. I want to go apeshit on someone, break someones nose with my fist and fight until cops pull me off them. Why can't this all just be a game, a big stupid fucking game, that won't dick up my life.