(no subject)
So its tuesday, finals week is winding down, at least for me, i have econ tomorrow and then i'm all done. God this semester flew by, i can't even imagine how future ones could go faster but i'm told they do. I am sick of mono to the nth degree. thats the first time i've ever typed that out, i never really realized it was a literal n before, makes sense, thats almost a math pun, who knew, anyways. I am finally mostly better from symptoms, i dont even feel insanely exhasted anymore, granted i haven't gotten to physically exert myself for like 2 1/2 weeks and i'm still sleeping like 8 hrs a nite, but its the small battles that win the war, sometimes you just have to ignore the big issues, look at Iraq, thats the first time i've ever attempted to bother and make a joke about that war. today is full of firsts, but i really want to fence again, i finally had the cash to register USFA and fence in the tournement that happened last weekend and i couldn't, its very annoying, plus i'm missing practice time. but mostly i just really like to fence, its fun, and i feel totally disconnected with all my fencing friends, which sucks, plus i like traveling and takeing basically a month off in the middle of the season probly looks pretty shitty when evaluating who to bring with. its just frusterating, plus Johannas in town, i'll probly come to practice tonite and just mess around, no one ever hits you in the spleen anyhow and the semesters almost over.
I am also feeling slightly drastic today, you ever get that, where you can sorta feel urself being right on the edge of doing something kinda psycho, not bad or anything, just, kinda weird, i am right on that edge, i can't tell which way i'll fall yet tho.
I finally feel like mayb i'm on the right track acedmically speaking, English mite be good for me, and it will help me break down stigma about english majors that i know is clearly not true, but i attribute to them anyways. I am meetings with an advisor tom to discuss myself, i have no idea what to say yet. ...in fact, i have run out of things to say now.
I am also feeling slightly drastic today, you ever get that, where you can sorta feel urself being right on the edge of doing something kinda psycho, not bad or anything, just, kinda weird, i am right on that edge, i can't tell which way i'll fall yet tho.
I finally feel like mayb i'm on the right track acedmically speaking, English mite be good for me, and it will help me break down stigma about english majors that i know is clearly not true, but i attribute to them anyways. I am meetings with an advisor tom to discuss myself, i have no idea what to say yet. ...in fact, i have run out of things to say now.