Oct 04, 2005 22:20
A boy in my grade from my school got in a car accident last night and
died.They dont know exactly how he got in the accident yet because he
hit a tree but they dont know if he fell asleep at the wheel or what.
This morning when i got into school, we all didnt know, but then the
principle announced it on the loud speaker and i had no idea what to
do. I just sat there hugging my friend Tommy because he wasnt handling
it well.
The boy, whos name was Brian, was a really sweet and innocent kid. He
was in chior and band. His girlffriend (who he was been dating for over
a year and a half now) didnt come to school today and i imagine she
wont be there for a little while longer. I cant imagine what it would
be like to lose your best friend and boyfriend at once. They did
EVERYTHING together. I feel so bad for her. I have no idea what i would
do.
The entire day i just tried to be there for my friends because i have
always been the person that handles death pretty well. Well, i handle
it well on the outside but not the inside. A lot of his friends at
school made ribbins for him today with his picture on it and it said
"In loving memory of Flipflop." They called him flipflop because all he
wore was flipslops. If it was 25 degrees outside and there was snow on
the ground, he was still wearing flipflops. Crazzzzy kid. Even the
teachers all called him that.
This was not a good way for my senior class to start our last
year. We were all down today and there were soooo many kids who didnt
even know who the hell he was and it made me sooo upset. A few times
people got in fights (counting me) because a few kids were laughing
about the situation and were doing it right infront of his best
friends. I couldnt believe how people could be so heartless. I lost
respect for soo many of my classmates today. I am extremely happy that
i am going to visit family soon so i can get away from the school right
now. I need to get away from the depression. I cheated on my diet just
because of how depressed i was. I hate seeing me i love so sad. The
halls were just filled with crying kids.
"In Loving Memory of Brian a.k.a. Flipflop"