Long and depressing day

Oct 04, 2005 22:20

A boy in my grade from my school got in a car accident last night and died.They dont know exactly how he got in the accident yet because he hit a tree but they dont know if he fell asleep at the wheel or what. This morning when i got into school, we all didnt know, but then the principle announced it on the loud speaker and i had no idea what to do. I just sat there hugging my friend Tommy because he wasnt handling it well.
The boy, whos name was Brian, was a really sweet and innocent kid. He was in chior and band. His girlffriend (who he was been dating for over a year and a half now) didnt come to school today and i imagine she wont be there for a little while longer. I cant imagine what it would be like to lose your best friend and boyfriend at once. They did EVERYTHING together. I feel so bad for her. I have no idea what i would do.
The entire day i just tried to be there for my friends because i have always been the person that handles death pretty well. Well, i handle it well on the outside but not the inside. A lot of his friends at school made ribbins for him today with his picture on it and it said "In loving memory of Flipflop." They called him flipflop because all he wore was flipslops. If it was 25 degrees outside and there was snow on the ground, he was still wearing flipflops. Crazzzzy kid. Even the teachers all called him that.
 This was not a good way for my senior class to start our last year. We were all down today and there were soooo many kids who didnt even know who the hell he was and it made me sooo upset. A few times people got in fights (counting me) because a few kids were laughing about the situation and were doing it right infront of his best friends. I couldnt believe how people could be so heartless. I lost respect for soo many of my classmates today. I am extremely happy that i am going to visit family soon so i can get away from the school right now. I need to get away from the depression. I cheated on my diet just because of how depressed i was. I hate seeing me i love so sad. The halls were just filled with crying kids.

"In Loving Memory of Brian  a.k.a. Flipflop"
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