Life updates

[catchtheball]

My laptop arrived this morning! It's so beautiful and pink. I was awoken by the sound of the doorbell at about a quarter after 9, and had to run upstairs with no shoes on to sign for it. But now it's here and it's all mine. Still setting some stuff up on it and we haven't had a chance to network the computers yet, so I don't have access to any stuff from the desktops. But I'm very happy with it.

I have a 3:30 interview with Chris from Benix today. So I have to get ready to go to that soon. Debating whether to just leave with Christopher when he goes to work, or not. I guess I hope it goes well, but my stomach also sort of turns when I think of working so close by to Zellers, with how that went. I've had dreams about Zellers the past two nights. Not nightmares in the sense of being scary, but more in the sense that I just want to forget it ever happened. Plus, even though I know it's not financially feasible now either, the prospect of another job bums me out because it means I know I can't go home anytime soon. Even though I already know that anyway. I do want the job. I guess I just hate the anxiety and depression that has to come along with it because I'm me.

Did I mention I also just started my period this morning?