I'm sorry if he hits you with a full can of coke...

[catchtheball]

I remember when any given day, Jill and/or ben would be mentioned in my LJ and ben and/or I would be mentioned in Jill's LJ. I miss that. Hardcore.

This may be wicked gross, but not wearing underwear is a lot less comfortable when you've just showered and are not entirely dry yet.

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[loved_gamgee]

when i was reading some of ben's old LJ entries earlier this week, i came across this entry that went sorta like this: "blah blah blah blah blah Jill blah blah blah blah Nik blah blah blah blah..."

made me miss the aformentioned constant pop-up in someone's LJ entries as well.

[catchtheball]

I remember that entry. It's not so much the psuedo-fame that I miss, as the closeness of you + me and eventually + ben. I never feel like any of us are that close anymore. Sometimes I wonder what it'd take to be the kind of kid where ben would IM my phone wanting to talk to me... or you would IM me and we'd have long, dumb conversations like way back when, about how our crappy lives run parallel. And now I have FOB in my head. "We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame." I don't want to feel like you two are my sham friends anymore.

[loved_gamgee]

i know the feeling. it's like so much crap has happened since those times. the innocent year is gone. must be ben's fault. *shrug*

i miss the parallel life thing. i miss the non-sense conversations that we'd both post on our LJs. i miss everything about those times, really...

[catchtheball]

It's not ben's fault. It's never any one person's fault. I could blame any one of us with ease, and me easier than that 'cause it's just what I'm good at. All I'm good at. But it's never one person's fault when relationships fall apart. Eventually, they always take work to maintain, which is kind of life's big joke on me, 'cause somehow I always seem to fail at that. People and relationships change, and I always let them too late. Forgiveness is kind of a joke.