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[catchinggreen]

so i've been in california for five days, and at ucsb for two. i guess i like it but it's really hard to tell without classes, and they definitely gave us way too much time between moving in and classes. at least for people like me, who don't know anyone and don't care to meet anyone until classes start. i mean yeah i might hang out with some people from my floor, but once classes start, i could never see them at convenient times or something. i just want classes to start and get this fucking quarter over with. at least i like my roommate so far, because i don't need one more thing to make me not want to be here. someone stole my ipod yesterday right off my desk, along with the charger that wasn't even mine, and my RA didn't even care or acknowledge it when i told him. my parents left early this morning and it hit me when i woke up today a few minutes ago that i won't get to see my mom again until parents' weekend in november. ok so they can come out here for that but i'm not allowed to come home for thanksgiving. right. now it really sucks that i am so close with my mom. anyway, i guess i have enough stuff to occupy me until classes start and i could always go to the beach or something but everything takes so much effort i feel like and i kind of just want to chill by myself but then i feel like such a loser and a loner is i just do everything alone.

anyway, all i have to do is finish out the quarter and then i can think about what i want to do next quarter and next year.