and it breaks my heart to see your heart broken, i love you too much..<3

[catchastar_ld]

ahh not in a good mood. i cant take this anymore. i just want to cry. i wish i could put whats bothering me in my journal, but i cant. i just wish certain people knew certain things that i just cant tell them. i stayed after school today. it broke my heart. i cant do this anymore. it just doesnt make sence to me and it hurts too much. i mean i just see him and i want to be around him but then i dont see the point. he makes me so happy and so sadd at the same time. i just wish that i could tell him certain things without him getting mad. i see him and i was to smile and cry at the same time. you know what, nevermind..screw it. i dont care, actually thats a lie. i care too much. i love him too much. i dont feel like typing it all out. im sorry, i can't stop loving you <3 never. you mean to much to me.

later, later ; lisa

dont you realize how amazing you are? i dont think
you do, your so amazing to me, you make me soo happy.
i cant help but be in love with you <3 im so sorry. i
just love you