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Jul 27, 2008 13:32

People think they've got me all figured out. I'm not one to bitch about the truth box but I want to clear things up with this one. And there's very few people who would say this and I think I know who.

"the fact that you talk behind people's backs shows me that you have serious issues about if people like you or not. So when some of your "so called" friends talk down about another one of your friends, instead of having a backbone and telling them that your cool with that person, you slander them to solidify the friendship with the person that is talking about your friend.
What? this is so ridiculous. I stick up for who I want to stick up for, and if I don't reply to what the other person is saying does that make me solidify the friendship with them? Sorry if I'm wrong, but I doubt you have much of a back bone either.
So that means that when you talk about everyone that you call friends, they aren't your friends

and you are the one that is breaking the friendships you want so bad.
What friendships do I want so bad? Yours? doubt it. I probably got sick of your ass.

you have have no real friends
Harsh, but yeah, I do.

because the ones that you do have do the same shit you do
Doubt that too.

and yes they talk behind your back too
EVERYONE TALKS SHIT ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE. IT'S LIFE, IT'S THE TEENAGE YEARS.

go ahead ask them if they do

your a liar in the midst of liars
I wanna know who you hang out with. Cause it's not us.

you expect them to tell you the truth
Who, when? Really, you have no clue about me.

deny it all day
You're probably the one in denial, concidering that you think you're burning me so bad in a fucking anon. truth box.

but at the end of that day you only prove my point further
What point, again?

and that is the truth
Basically, I'm bothered by this so much, because I don't think this is true, at all. I do talk shit, but not about people I'm friends with. I like to think I have a good group of people around me, but if not, then cool. Friends come and go through out your life, whether it be you doing the dropping or the other person, it happens. I know I've put some people out of my life for the good, or me being dumb, or just cause they got on my nerves. IT HAPPENS.
I did go through a point in my life where I was striving for better friends to hangout with cause I felt like I was always excluded. I'm not always with Wes, I'm usually at home, like now, like yesterday, and the majority of the week.
I know the phone works both ways, but when I go and do something I don't call cause the majority of my "old" friends don't like what I like, like going to shows. Why would I invite someone to hang out at a place that they won't have a good time at? I haven't gone swimming with friends or do any of that summer stuff because I haven't been invited and this new job makes me work a lot, which is good, but c'mon now.
I don't know, I'm just really bothered by this and it's from a fucking truth box. How lame?

I think I'm going to talk to everyone I've "dropped" this summer out of me being dumb. Cause I will admit, this time it was me.
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