I told you my body's broken.
Yesterday my arm started hurting around my elbow (well, it didn't really hurt unless I bended it a certain way). I rested for a while to see if it'd feel better, and after a couple hours, it was the same, and then I also discovered the same thing happened to my knee (or more like half my leg).
At first I thought it was muscle issues, but I concluded that they were bone/joint problems. This has been happening recently in minor ways, like with my wrists and hands and weird situations with my knees (and remember my jaw hurting? :( ). This time it was really hurting, and sucked to feel like my body was useless/not functional (which I was getting so fed up with happening quite often lately!!), so I got all emotional and cried my ass off last night. Yeah, it kinda sucked being able to bend my arm and elbow, and having to bend them even less to avoid any pain, which was a big contribution to the cryfest, too.
It feels better today (not completely healed though), but I dunno if I'll go out. I've been just sitting around being easy on my body. And I need to apply for Oregon Health Plan so I can see a doctor.
(Look, it's me writing "real" journal entries...)
At first I thought it was muscle issues, but I concluded that they were bone/joint problems. This has been happening recently in minor ways, like with my wrists and hands and weird situations with my knees (and remember my jaw hurting? :( ). This time it was really hurting, and sucked to feel like my body was useless/not functional (which I was getting so fed up with happening quite often lately!!), so I got all emotional and cried my ass off last night. Yeah, it kinda sucked being able to bend my arm and elbow, and having to bend them even less to avoid any pain, which was a big contribution to the cryfest, too.
It feels better today (not completely healed though), but I dunno if I'll go out. I've been just sitting around being easy on my body. And I need to apply for Oregon Health Plan so I can see a doctor.
(Look, it's me writing "real" journal entries...)