[22] a dischordant note

[catatonicanon]

[This entry is FORWARD-DATED to October 24th. She will reply to this entry for a while before going to seek out Fugue.]

9:32:33
9:32:56

that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die

23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?

i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or

Comments

[live_ringer]

[He's not sure if what he's feeling for Renée necessarily counts as sympathy, but it's something close. Being kept from moving on, kept in the past by your brother's wishes would be... an unpleasant fate. But there's something a little more pressing to address than that.]

Don't get me wrong, it's great to know I'm a 'real boy' now, at least by the standards of this place. Better to hear you say we have a second chance.

But if the dream is ending... where will that leave us?

[catatonicanon]

your whims were beginning to re-shape his reality

it's how you became more

dreams and wishes and desires are altering the landscape

[live_ringer]

Huh.

So that would mean "hoping for the best" is honestly our best bet.

[feathered_earth]

It's not a bad bet.

[live_ringer]

I suppose not. Can't say I'm used to gambling with stakes this high, though.

[feathered_earth]

It is a little frightening, but I'd wager the fact that we're all in it together will help.

[is she making a pun about possible end days

yes she is]

[live_ringer]

Certainly can't hurt.

[catatonicanon]

a wise bet

[live_ringer]

I guess you would know better than most.

[desertshadows]

I think I like it.

[live_ringer]

It definitely has its appeal.

[desertshadows]

It's a great way to be thinking about the future.

[live_ringer]

The prospect of having a future to think of is a great thing in and of itself.