[22] a dischordant note

[catatonicanon]

[This entry is FORWARD-DATED to October 24th. She will reply to this entry for a while before going to seek out Fugue.]

9:32:33
9:32:56

that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die

23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?

i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or

Comments

[lingeringlegacy]

What are you planning to do?

[catatonicanon]

find remmy and wake him up

he has retreated here for too long

[lingeringlegacy]

Would he listen to you, after all this time?

[catatonicanon]

his creation is falling apart

can't deny what's in front of your eyes

[lingeringlegacy]

Wouldn't it fall apart for sure if he wakes up? That's why the Fisherman wanted him frozen.

[catatonicanon]

a little butterfly tells me no

reality has become fluid

dreams and wishes and desires are shaping the world

[lingeringlegacy]

I find that hard to believe.

But then I find many things hard to believe that just are in Edensphere.

[catatonicanon]

it is a reality inside a dream, after all

who is to say the dream will never change for the dreamers?

[lingeringlegacy]

You and he are dreamers.

And us?

[catatonicanon]

the thinkers

also dreamers

the

movers
and shakers

fighters, healers, schemers, plotters
friends, boy and girlfriends, lovers

individuals, with individual ideas and thoughts and dreams, so powerful they overcame him

[lingeringlegacy]

A change for the better, brought forth by the power of dreams. Everyone else in this page seem to believe yo it more easily than I could.

For the sake of those I love, I hope you are right.

Good luck, Renée. May you find your peace.

[catatonicanon]

thank you thank you

you do not have to believe me- the truth will reveal itself soon