when the drama goes down.....
he's mad at me because he thinks that I don't trust him. Its not that I don't trust him, because long-distance relationships are non-existent without trust, its just that I don't trust the girls around him. I shouldn't have brought that up. Because now its coming off like I don't trust him even though I do, and I could tell him that I do a billion times over, but he still wouldn't believe me. he won't talk to me now either. It really sucks. I hate this. I screw things up all the time....I can't help but be insanely jealous, because all these other chicks get to see him all the time, and I don't.....so probably the root of my insane jealousy. ...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I don't know....maybe its some other reason that he won't talk to me.....maybe he's just having a bad day. but this sucks, because I definitely think its my fault. baad fucking day. boston people come back tomorrow *woo*. that was sarcasm. it was kinda nice with the drama-less weekend, and friday afternoon. I miss allie, matt, and mike though. whatever. im out. later gators.
<3 le bangs
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I don't know....maybe its some other reason that he won't talk to me.....maybe he's just having a bad day. but this sucks, because I definitely think its my fault. baad fucking day. boston people come back tomorrow *woo*. that was sarcasm. it was kinda nice with the drama-less weekend, and friday afternoon. I miss allie, matt, and mike though. whatever. im out. later gators.
<3 le bangs