another day
i hate waking up in the morning wanting to cry myself back to sleep hoping that when i wake up again all this is just a horrible nightmare.
im not allowed to get another car until i know if i am going to lose my licience which wont be until march 28.
i feel like i am 12, i have all these rules now and my mom is being bitchy and i have to ask her to take me places now.
it would be so much easier to live with out a car if my friends didnt live so far away, i have no problem giving people gas money, but i hate to ask them to drive to norcross to come get me. at least annie will be working near by, but i hate having to depend on her and my parents for rides.
i feel horrible. im either sick or having an anxiety attack. the thought of eating or drinking makes me naucious. all i ate yesterday was one a peice of one of the brownies annie made kyle and i almost threw up even though it was delicious. im getting dehydrated, i kinda like the idea of shrivling up and blowing away right now.
im at my moms office, im going to be working here now too, and trying to get a job at ingles on sundays?
i feel like my life is slipping away from me
im not allowed to get another car until i know if i am going to lose my licience which wont be until march 28.
i feel like i am 12, i have all these rules now and my mom is being bitchy and i have to ask her to take me places now.
it would be so much easier to live with out a car if my friends didnt live so far away, i have no problem giving people gas money, but i hate to ask them to drive to norcross to come get me. at least annie will be working near by, but i hate having to depend on her and my parents for rides.
i feel horrible. im either sick or having an anxiety attack. the thought of eating or drinking makes me naucious. all i ate yesterday was one a peice of one of the brownies annie made kyle and i almost threw up even though it was delicious. im getting dehydrated, i kinda like the idea of shrivling up and blowing away right now.
im at my moms office, im going to be working here now too, and trying to get a job at ingles on sundays?
i feel like my life is slipping away from me