Stupid boys
Grrr. I was in bed, trying to go sleep, and my phone rings. It's
Sumair. The one who I am (was) infatuated with. he spent
like 15 minutes telling me about this girl who he likes.
ugh. definitely not fun to hear. and then he tried to be
all like it used to be, and i was cranky, and he called me out on it,
and I told him that it's terribly impractical for me to be infatuated
with someone who's 2200 miles away. he asked me if that's why I
haven't called him lately and I couldn't deny it.
ugh. time to move on. i want the next guy I like to be someone who i actually have a chance at a future. I spent last semester on teh phone with S because I was lonely and liked talking to him and liked LIKING him. I'm done with that. time to focus on the people and boys at hand. Effffffffiiiiinnnnnnnnnngggg boys. I feel hurt and angry and disapointed. Hopefully writing this all out will help me relax :o)
ugh. time to move on. i want the next guy I like to be someone who i actually have a chance at a future. I spent last semester on teh phone with S because I was lonely and liked talking to him and liked LIKING him. I'm done with that. time to focus on the people and boys at hand. Effffffffiiiiinnnnnnnnnngggg boys. I feel hurt and angry and disapointed. Hopefully writing this all out will help me relax :o)