A decision to end it all...
This is it. This is my FINAL ANSWER :O.
I'm going to have to agree with the majority of my friends. I'm just not going to try any longer. This whole situation...it's going nowhere, and all it's doing is causing grief, confusion, angst, and most important of all...depression for me. And when I start getting depressed like this, I know something needs to be done.
It's quite simple. Marcy isn't going to understand anything I say because she refuses to listen. Liz says she doesn't want to deal with it right now. So yeah...it's all going nowhere, and I'm not going to deal with it any longer. I can say I tried at least. Didn't succeed...but tried.
I still have feelings for Liz though. Those aren't going away. If she wants me back, she knows how to get a hold of me. But I'm not going out of my way to get a hold of her. Not worth busting my balls and wracking my nerves over anymore.
So that's that. I should've listened to my friends in the first place. Aye.
And ya know what else? I shoulda done this a while ago...but I'm making this LJ friends only from now on. So if anybody wants in on the sucky life of me and isn't on my friends list, let me know and I'll be sure to add ya.
*waves*
I'm going to have to agree with the majority of my friends. I'm just not going to try any longer. This whole situation...it's going nowhere, and all it's doing is causing grief, confusion, angst, and most important of all...depression for me. And when I start getting depressed like this, I know something needs to be done.
It's quite simple. Marcy isn't going to understand anything I say because she refuses to listen. Liz says she doesn't want to deal with it right now. So yeah...it's all going nowhere, and I'm not going to deal with it any longer. I can say I tried at least. Didn't succeed...but tried.
I still have feelings for Liz though. Those aren't going away. If she wants me back, she knows how to get a hold of me. But I'm not going out of my way to get a hold of her. Not worth busting my balls and wracking my nerves over anymore.
So that's that. I should've listened to my friends in the first place. Aye.
And ya know what else? I shoulda done this a while ago...but I'm making this LJ friends only from now on. So if anybody wants in on the sucky life of me and isn't on my friends list, let me know and I'll be sure to add ya.
*waves*