Am I ok?
Well lets see its now 8:30. What have I acomplished today? Went out shopping with one of my best friends. I am getting a poster from night of the living dead framed, and I am paying a ridiculous amount to have it framed, but its worth it....then I came home and cleaned. I tidied my jam space, cleaned up my room and did laundry. Oh and I was ignored by my room mates for nearly the second week in a row. Its pretty sweet, the people who you thought you could trust to always be there seem to be turning on me over and over. But no mention of why they are doing it at all. Its pretty sweet. I'm tired of trying to be everyones friend, of being there. Tired of sitting at home on sunday nights cleaning. Tired of nt having plans on friday nights. I need to meet someone to captivate my heart. I mean I have some really great friends who i know would be there if I really needed them. But they do so much I don't want to have to rely on them all the time. Plus they have there own significant others to attend to. So that brings me back to my crippling shyness, which I over came on several occasions on saturday. But still unsure if I should track down that one girls number. I would like to but my mind is too paranoid and I analyze things too much. BALH BLAH BLAH! Hmm, having my power bar under my desk right where I put my feet is still a source of never ending fun. ZAP! Just when you thought it was safe to sit down?!?! Oh well. Someone should go out and talk to all the pretty girls they know, and tell them how cool I am, and have them approach me. That would be so easy. Hint hint!!!! I have been madly working on my new tattoo designs aswell, and need to find someone to draw me out another one. So if there is anyone out there in the world reading this who can draw, please help me....so again. Peace my friends, I shall stop here before I reveal too much.