Addendum.
Whenever I have a dream in which I'm trying to physically harm someone, as hard as I try to beat them or club them with stuff, it all just glances off. Sometimes it does actual damage to my image of them and they don't feel it, other times it just doesn't do anything. It's the most frustrating feeling of impotent rage.
Like, after I went back to bed, in the long and complicated dream I had, I was trying to hurt this guy. Like -really- trying to. He was hurting someone I loved, and he laughed off all my attacks. Even when I broke his wrist to peices and turned it into a limp bloody pulp, there was no satisfaction of agonized screams or anything. It was aggravating.
I dunno, just something I've been thinking about on and off today.
Like, after I went back to bed, in the long and complicated dream I had, I was trying to hurt this guy. Like -really- trying to. He was hurting someone I loved, and he laughed off all my attacks. Even when I broke his wrist to peices and turned it into a limp bloody pulp, there was no satisfaction of agonized screams or anything. It was aggravating.
I dunno, just something I've been thinking about on and off today.